"My Nasty Daughter", he said with a smile on his face.
he has always been impressed on how bad-ass of a person his daughter he had and how similar they both were.
they did not have the luxury of living under the same roof, the luxury of him cuddling her and being there for her if she ever wakes up from her nightmare and telling her it's all okay.
but they did manage to spend his last couple of years together,
In that short span,
he managed to get her hooked on tying knots and having fun with ropes just because he finds it fun and needed someone to like it as much as him,
he made sure she learned how to coach people to swim,
he made sure the mini-fridge of his is always stocked up with soy milk and her milo, because unlike him she does not like coffee,
he made sure he irritates her every single day, someday he shoots her from across the pool with toy guns, some days he just grabs her thighs super hard knowing she just did her legs-day in the gym,
he made sure he'd slide in some random life lessons hinting the daughter to change,
he made sure she knew that she was his life, even though he wasn't there for a big chunk of it,
he made sure people knew how beautiful his daughter is by printing out her pictures and pasting it in his pool counter so everybody can see how proud he was of his daughter,
he made sure his daughter will always have something to do in the pool by constantly messing up his tables and telling his daughter it's just 'organised mess',
he made sure that she knew that she was the most important thing to him in his whole life.
I have the weirdest yet coolest dad,
he was away from my life most of the time but yet he knows me the best,
he knew all my looks and what all of them meant,
he knew what I wanted in life and he never said no or discourage me no matter how absurd my dreams were,
he sure laughs at how pity my students are going to be when i told him I'm going to be a teacher,
he made sure he warns any guy that tries to hit on me,
he made sure he scares the shit out of any random guys who are interested with his baby girl,
he made sure people know if they hurt his daughter, they will have him to deal with,
he tells me random stories all the time, so random it would be how he decided to pour detergent powder in a public fountain and walked away just to cause chaos,
he loves his knives and his toy guns or shall i say he loves his toys because he would spend hours playing with them,
he is so random he likes to blast music right on my face just to give me a scare.
he made sure i go after what i want in life,
he made sure i wasn't too scared to live after knowing i was once involved in an abusive relationship,
he made sure i stepped up for myself,
he made sure i knew i was never the problem if i came out from relationships, he would simply say, nobody can handle my super intimidating daughter, i think Malaysians aren't up to your standards, expand your search, get a white boyfie !
he always giggles and calls me his nasty daughter and i call him satan for he is the main culprit for my nasty genes.
he always knew what to say to me even though i never mentioned my problems to him, he just knew.
I could not felt anymore broken when i was told he left me, he left the world.
knowing that nobody would ever know me as well as he would,
knowing that nobody would give up everything instantly for me as he would,
knowing that nobody would give up his life protecting me from ever getting hurt again.
I will always remember how happy you were walking around with that nonsense goggles i've gotten you and the high pitched scream when you got a skull-shaped wooden container.
i miss you papa.
i really do.
but i know you're here with me, protecting me whilst holding some big ass knife ;)
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昨天跟大學同學一起去WG上有氧
選了一堂聽起來很有趣的課，叫自由體能玩轉Blast FX
一開始還以為會是那種彈跳翻床跳來翻去的那種課程...(想太多)
開始上課後才發現跟想像中的也不太一樣
原來所謂的玩轉，真的是把我的身體當作玩具在玩
一般做核心或是自主訓練，通常動作都是垂直或是平行的
但這個運動前後左右上下都動到了
平常做伏地挺身(跪姿)，做到手會抖就放棄了
但這邊一直聽到教練在喊
『快結束了』、『再撐一下』
看到旁邊的人就算很抖還是撐著，自己也不好意思放棄
算是很不錯的一堂課
不過應該是因為平常沒有那麼認真操過自己
今天全身真的酸到不行，感覺自己的肌耐力還有很大的進步空間
版上有Blast FX的高手嗎?
真心覺得崇拜耶~~
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