關於 nothing gonna change my love for you 故事 ，我們在網路上蒐集到這些相關的討論、資訊與評價

【喺女友屋企一瞓醒就變成咁⋯】(1)

鬧鐘如常喺7:00響起，我都如常咁朦朦朧朧唔想起身，想打返公司請病假算數，但一諗起又要嘥二百幾蚊睇醫生拎假紙，就死死氣起身算數，反正我女朋友都要起身返工，都係嘈住晒瞓唔返。

「Nothing gonna change my love for you⋯⋯」呢首歌係我Set嘅鬧鐘，愈響愈大聲。

女朋友間公司比較近屋企，所以佢通常會比我遲半個鐘起身，我要盡快撳熄個鬧鐘，萬一嘈醒佢又會發脾氣鬧我。

我張隻手伸出被竇，唔使望都知個電話就喺床頭附近，日日都係咁，拎起，打橫掃一下，即刻靜晒，有時會再瞓返。

我以為係咁。

但我搵極都搵唔到個電話，隻手伸極都仲喺張被入面，出盡力都好似郁唔到咁⋯⋯好熱，明明開咗冷氣，我都覺得好熱，好似比平時冚多咗好多張被咁⋯⋯You ought to know by now how much I love you⋯⋯The world may change my whole life through⋯⋯But nothing's gonna change my love for you⋯⋯

隻歌都就嚟唱晒，我都係郁都郁唔到，我懷疑係咪「畀鬼壓」。

我之前都試過，成個人有意識好清醒，但係就起唔到身，想嗌救命都嗌唔出，好無助，好驚咁，直至冷靜落嚟，心裡面叫自己起身，快啲起身⋯⋯就會突然好似發咗場夢咁醒咗，郁得返。

於是，我照咁樣做，深呼吸，3，2，1⋯⋯起身！3，2，1⋯⋯起身！結果都係失敗。

但我覺得啲手手腳腳慢慢有返知覺，好似平時腳痺完冇事咁。

再嚟多一次，3，2，1⋯⋯成功喇！我郁得返！但嘭一聲，我成個人連埋張被碌咗落床，個頭仲撞到個櫃，好痛⋯⋯不過，快啲撳熄個鬧鐘先。

當我想抬起頭嘅時候，我發現房入面每件物品、傢俬嘢都變到好巨型，係我體積幾十倍以上。我完全望唔到床上面嘅女朋友，我嘅水平線只係望到床頭櫃最低個格。

我再向下望一望自己嘅⋯⋯手？定係腳？我隱約只係見到啲白色嘅毛，同埋幾隻爪⋯⋯到底發生咩事⋯⋯我全身喺度震，地下唔見我張被，但我仍然覺得好熱⋯⋯

我知喇！只要撞埋去個櫃到就會痛醒，就會乜事都冇回復正常，換衫去樓下坐巴士返工。

但我冇醒到，撞咗幾次，只係覺得好痛，一切都冇改變。

我好想知道發生咩事。

我嘗試大嗌女朋友個名：「嘉敏！嘉敏！」但一粒聲都發唔出。

如骨在喉，唔單止講唔出一隻字，連微弱嘅叫聲都發唔到。

無助之際，我閃過一個念頭，去廁所照鏡！我想知，我只係縮細咗，定係變咗另一種生物。

但我有600度近視，冇咗副眼鏡，所以睇嘢好朦，加上仲未熟悉呢副「新身體」，我只能夠好慢咁移動，甚至可以講成「爬」⋯⋯

間屋其實唔大，只係有百幾二百幾呎，所以我沿住房門爬出去，經過張梳化，飯枱，就已經去到廁所門口。

不過去到門口，感覺上我就好似一隻蟻咁，我諗起電影《蟻俠》嘅男主角，第一次變身縮到好細，手足無措⋯⋯同我依家面對嘅一模一樣。

呢刻你問我係咪好驚，我話畀你知全身都仍然震緊，心跳得好快，如果我仲有心嘅話⋯⋯
但我唔理咁多，只係想快啲照到掛喺牆上嗰塊鏡。

不過依家呢個連馬筒邊都望唔到嘅身體，要照到鏡，只有一個方法。

就係跳。

先跳上去馬桶，再跳上洗手盆。

我用盡全身嘅力嘗試企喺身，但仍然適應唔到，手軟腳軟，好似啱啱學行嘅BB仔咁，行幾步又跌低，行幾步又跌⋯⋯

仆咗大約50次後，我終於可以企喺度，兩隻手，捉住廁所邊，兩隻腳再借力一彈，成個人企咗上馬桶。

呢一刻，我竟然有莫名奇妙嘅成功感。

企穩後，我要再發力跳去洗手盆，如果失敗咗，我就會跌落地，以咁嘅高度，我可能會暈低。

對於平時畏高嘅我，真係有少少淆，不過為咗真相，畀啲勇氣自己啦！啊傑！

係，我個名好平凡，既然講開就自我介紹一下，我叫李俊傑，25歲，同女朋友嘉敏一齊咗兩年，一個禮拜都會去佢屋過夜，唔⋯過夜會做啲乜應該唔使多解釋啦。

返返嚟現場。

就算我跳唔到去洗手盆，我都要跳到去一個高度，足以望到塊鏡，就算係一秒都好，起碼知道自己變咗做啲咩，或者仍然係嗰個毒毒哋，一瞓醒成個頭會豎起晒嘅四眼仔。

我將隻腳曲到最低，希望以最大嘅爆發力彈過去。

好緊張，好似參加緊中學跳遠比賽咁，我已經犯咗兩次犯規，得返最後呢次機會。

死就死啦！

果然！

我跳唔中，仲整跌晒啲牙刷同杯⋯⋯但就係電光火石嘅一秒，我望到鏡入面嘅自己⋯⋯我竟然變咗做⋯⋯

「喂！做乜你咁曳走咗嚟廁所，仲整跌晒啲嘢！」未望到個樣，但係係嘉敏嘅聲線，佢應該畀我呢下失敗嘅起跳嘈醒咗。

「你仲搞到成身濕晒！你係唔係跌咗落廁所！曳呀你！Dolly！」

Dolly！？邊個Dolly？唔通呢度仲有其他人？冇呀！

我唔係Dolly呀！我係你男朋友啊傑呀！我好想解釋，但我只係發出到一啲嗚嗚聲⋯⋯

「次次鬧你，就扮慘，唔好以為你得意我就心軟呀！」

嘉敏鳥低身抱起咗我，我終於可以好清楚咁望到鏡入面嘅自己，頭先我真係冇睇錯，頭上面兩隻耳仔，淺啡色嘅毛⋯一個好大嘅黑色鼻，手手腳腳都好短，我⋯⋯變咗做一隻狗⋯⋯一隻哥基狗⋯⋯

明明噚晚我放工仲同嘉敏食飯，返到屋企就親熱，睇咗陣電視就瞓覺，完全好正常，點解今日起身就變咗做一隻哥基？我哋冇養任何寵物，連一隻叫Dolly嘅毛公仔都冇。

點解變成咁，我幾時叫Dolly？心情未平伏嘅我暫時未搵到原因，但我發現跟住落嚟發生嘅事，對變咗做哥基嘅我，可能真係⋯做隻寵物至少可愛迷人⋯⋯
（待續）
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今天看了大學生了沒這個單元，心不期然回想起一些往事，讓眼淚不禁地滑下來，很想要分享自己的故事。
　
【初戀 #1】
　
小時候，我喜歡上一個男生，因為一個簡單的告白，我們
成功的在一起。可是年青就是任性，因為我不懂珍惜，他
決意離開，放棄我們的關係。我曾經用力拉緊，希望可以留住他，但卻因為拉得太緊，他卻走得更快。可能因為是喊包的關係，在多個晚上，跟好姐妹提起與他一起的回憶，總是哭得泣不成聲，成了淚人。
　
　
在分開之後，我總是有意無意從朋友口中、XANGA日記裡
打聽他的消息，看他最近過得好不好，甚至在校園的角落裡偷偷看他帥氣的身影。卻在這個時候得知，他已經喜歡上別的女生，儘管我們分開了一段時間，心卻不爭氣的很痛很痛，痛到像炸裂般。有人有過同樣的感受嗎? 就會明白那種痛是喘不過氣般，根本是要命般的。及後，我努力讓自己放下他，嘗試靠近其他男生，希望可以將「喜歡他」成為一個只屬於自己的秘密。
　
　
在分開的第一年，他的生日，我親手做了一個生日蛋糕及
畫了一張手作生日卡，為免其他同學起哄同怕他知道我喜歡他而遠離我，所以亦做了生日蛋糕和生日卡送給遲他一天生日的好朋友，假裝不是只送給他。
　
　
在分開的第二年，我嘗試約他看戲、看我的表演，我還記
得還是HARRY POTTER 的電影,一輯這麼熱門的電影,怎麼可
能不看呢,可能他真的沒興趣，總是被他一一婉拒。
　
　
三年,足足用了三年的時間。
　
　
在這三年中, 我多次希望與他可以重新開始,但他一些機
會都不給我。在這三年的課本手冊裡，寫著一堆堆滿滿有
關他的歌詞:
　
　
「是我太過愛你　願意放生你」
　
「下半生　我知我　還是會等你」
　
特別是關心妍的終點
　
「我的世界一天一點為你改變你沒發現
我所有的付出你看不見...
....
我的愛一天一點在你的世界裡擱淺
我已明白愛情有多危險...」
　
我其實知道不論我寫再多的歌詞，他也不會看到，我們就像在一條永不相遇的平行線上。
　
Nothing gonna change my love for you.
　
（續。）
　
不妨大家都睇下哩一集,睇下有冇勾起你既一D回憶
https://youtu.be/Bujnrx07Zfs

反對黨中選定候選人楊美盈的一篇介紹自己的英文文章，從這篇文章可以看得出它的架構完全是依魅力故事學的角度來講。（也隱著Joseph Campbell英雄之旅的影子，連這個也講給你們聽，我已經夠慈悲了）。

細節不要問我，除非你是我的學生，就可以在秘密社團討論。

其餘的，若不是我的學生，可以報名 5 月 25 和· 26 日的 《江魔式毒辣NLP》

Entering into Politics - The Story Behind. By Yeo Bee Yin（杨美盈）
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"Why are you involved in politics?" I think this is the question my family members, friends, and many others will ask.

It's a long story. I am writing this story today to make sure that, if ever, I forget what am I in politics for, it will serve as a reminder.

Part I: The Beginning - Seed of Love

It all started in 2001 with my first Fast and Pray for Malaysia. Since then, I started to see Malaysia very differently and began to sow the seed of love for this nation. I remember I was only 18 years old then. Looking back now, I realized, I too, can be a part of the answered prayer. How marvellous.

Part II: Years on Distant Shores

No, I am not a super patriotic person that nothing else matters to me beside Malaysia. Being a 'kampung' girl, I dreamed of going overseas - to study, to work and to see the world.

Part II (a): Eyes Opened

My dream finally came true in my fourth year in UTP. I was offered a 6-month internship placement in BASF world biggest chemical site in Ludwigshafen, Germany. As a chemical engineering student, and being the first student in UTP to get the offer, it was indeed was a great blessing for me.

Internship in Germany was my first taste of international exposure as they take interns from all over the world to Germany. I spent countless of hours with some of these friends here discussing about just about anything under the sun.

In Germany, the church that I attended was Rhein River Baptist Church, which is a church of the American army who are based in Mannheim. I was one of the few non-military church members there. Through my interaction with the American armies, I began to understand what "Democracy", "Liberty" and "Patriotism" really mean.

During my stay in Germany, I also took the opportunity to travel to neighboring countries like France, Italy, Luxembourg and England. It was in these trips that changed my world view about culture, nation, development etc.

Before coming to Europe, as a top student, I thought I knew a lot. After I came here, I realized how little I knew about the world. I began to question why in Malaysia we did not learn a more complete world history, different political systems, different ideologies, arts and culture? Neither have we been taught to think critically and objectively. I began to realize that what we've been taught in the schools have been crafted in such a way that we can be easily manipulated if we are not careful. Our syllabus was (and still is) flawed and politically biased.

I have to admit that before coming to Germany, I was an ardent supporter of Dr Mahathir and his legacy. I read his book, watched his documentary, supported the blind protection of GLCs and race-based affirmative action, thinking that it's true 'patriotism'. (You can see how brain-washed I was then.)

Six months of internship in Germany has completely changed my world view , my eyes began to open, my previous perceptions shattered and I began to see things very differently. There is actually a much BETTER way for Malaysia.

I was 22 years old then.

Part II (b): A Disheartened Young Malaysian

After the internship, I came back to Malaysia to finish my study in UTP and graduated in 2006. Before I finished my study in UTP, I received offer from my dream university, Cambridge University, for a program called MPhil in `Advanced Chemical Engineering. I was so happy! So I started to apply for funding from various organizations. I didn't get any. Although disappointed, I wasn't blaming anybody as I understood that nobody was obliged to fund me. Despite financial difficulties in his business in 2006, my dad agreed to fund my study in Cambridge.

However, I still had one problem. I was bonded to Petronas for 10 years and was supposed to serve my bond after I finished my study in UTP. So I wrote to Petronas again to ask for deferment of service until after I finished my master degree in Cambridge. A few weeks later, I was called to come to the education unit. I really thought everything was gonna to be ok. There, I saw a nice guy, he told me that the program was great and he really wanted to help, but it was in the policy that they couldn't allow any deferment for the bond or I would have to pay up my bond in lump-sump. My dream crashed.

I did not blame Petronas for that, as they were just following the contract and it would be a havoc if every scholar would come and ask for deferment or for more funding. I understood that. However, it was a small incidence in the education unit that made me utterly disappointed with how things work in Malaysia. While waiting at the lounge, I met two returning scholars from Nottingham University, UK. I started to talk to them. After a while, an education unit guy came and met them, I accidentally saw their results - one of them get second class lower and the another one a third class. That blasted my mind. Here I was, with a CGPA of 3.95/4.00 begging only for 1 year of deferment, not even a scholarship, but was denied. Here they were, spent 4 years in the UK fully sponsored and yet graduated with mediocre results.

Am I not as much a Malaysian as them? Being a 23 years old, I was utterly disheartened and disappointed.

Part II (c): The Only Way out

It was just a few days after I came back from Petronas education unit that I received a call from an American oil and gas company informing me that I was recruited. How did I get the job? While searching for scholarships to Cambridge, I casually attended 5 stages of job interviews with this company as my mom advised me to go for job interview experience. The salary would allow me to pay up my Petronas bond in just a few months! Since the offer was great and there was no way that I could attend Cambridge anyway, I decided to take up the job.The company assigned me to Turkmenistan where I spent most of my next 2 years.

I was 24 years old when I left home for Turkmenistan and never thought I'll be back again. My plan was to climb up the corporate ladder and finally settle down in one of the developed countries.

Part II (c): When Money Rules

Being paid in a salary comparable to many general managers here in Malaysia, I managed to settle my bond with Petronas very quickly and saved some for myself. With the traveling allowances from the company, I traveled to many other countries too during the holidays. Life was great, I worked hard, played hard. Because of the good compensation scheme, I did not really think much about what I really want to do in life, my dream or my passion for the country. What I went after were money, bonus and performance. I became terribly self-centered.

I just didn't care anymore.

It was until 9th Mar 2008, when I opened The Star online and saw the news on the political tsunami that I realized how I still love and care about my country. They were just buried very deeply under my frustration and disappointment. How I wished I would be able to contribute to the change no matter how small the contribution was, instead of just seeing it as an outsider.

I began to question, why am I here? Is this really what I want to pursue? Do I do this because there's no more option? Do I do this just because of money? If I were born in the US with many other opportunities, would I still leave my home and do what I am doing now? How many more Malaysians out there left Malaysia because they went for better opportunities, just like myself and many other Malaysians abroad I've met throughout the years?

After more than half a year of consideration, I quit the job just months before my second promotion (when I still could resist the temptation). I wanted to be back to make a change to my nation, so that our next generation do not need to wander around the world for a better future, because the better future IS in Malaysia. I knew that I am a nobody and of me coming back would not help much, but I thought I should just do my part as a Malaysian, to serve our nation, regardless.

However, before I was back for good, I wanted to fulfill my childhood dream first, that was, to study in Cambridge University. I did not need to worry about my finance anymore now as I could afford to pay for everything. So I re-applied and got the admission offer within a month. A double blessing to me was that Cambridge Gates Scholarship, the most prestigious post-graduate scholarship in Cambridge University, also offered me a full scholarship! Everything was paid for including air tickets, living expenses and school fees! I was and always will be grateful for Bill and Merlinda Gates Foundation.

With that, I went to Cambridge University at the age of 27 years old, a long-delayed dream finally came true.

Part II (d): Living Cambridge Dream

My experience in Cambridge continued to make my burden for Malaysia even stronger. Throughout the year, I've met with many brilliant Malaysian students or working adults from top universities in the UK. I usually asked if they will one day be back to Malaysia. For those with JPA or Petronas bond, they said yes because no choice, whereas for those who are not bonded, almost 80% said No or they'll only be back to Malaysia if they can't find a job in UK, Europe or US. Malaysia has become the last resort. For the Gates scholars, it's even more dismal. Out of the 10 who have received the scholarships from 2001 to 2010 (unfortunately none received the scholarship in 2011 and 2012), I am the ONLY 1 who is back.

Where do many of the talented Malaysians go? There are all at the foreign land seeking for better opportunities and a better future. Can we blame them for not coming back? NO, absolutely NOT. Malaysia has just too little to offer them.


Part III: Hello Malaysian Politics


After pursuing my personal dream, as I've promised myself, I was finally back to Malaysia to pursue my dream for the country. Even with a strong burden for the country, it hadn't crossed my mind that I should be in politics, mainly because to me, being a politician was too far-fetch. I had no idea as in where to start, what to do, and which party to join. Also, I had been non-partisan all my life. What I thought I would do to make a change was probably community works and joining NGOs.

Until my company did a project with Democratic Action Party (DAP) in their general election social media campaign that I was exposed to politics first hand. I finally came to realization that if I want to make a good impact in this nation, with the limited things I have, it can only be done effectively through politics.

So joining politics? It was a tough decision, especially this year, only 1 year plus after I started my own business. I am not a person that go after fame and power, why bother to join politics? In addition, I am already 29 years old, isn't that better for me to find a husband and start a family? (God knows, when I was young I wanted to get married at 25!). Why waste time fighting for a job, of which I'll risk losing every 5 years and getting a pay that is not even half of what I used to get? Why bother to play the so called 'dirty politics'? As my mom has so rightly put it, "you can have a decent and comfortable life now, why choose such a hard life?".

However, what my mom did not know, is my love for this nation since I was 18 years old, and my desire to see a better Malaysia.

As I look back my life, by the grace of God, I was blessed with good and free education, MNC job training as well as so many different opportunities of international exposure. What I want to do now is really to be a faithful steward to the gifts of God and use them to bless my fellow Malaysians.

"For everyone to whom much given, of him shall much be required" Luke 12:48

So I've made up my mind to join politics.

Even after I've decided that I should join politics, I wasn't quite sure of which party to join. I was still a non-partisan by then. So I examined through the ideology, history and leadership of different parties, and had finally come to a conclusion that DAP is the best choice for me.

Ideologically, with years of European influences (though a The Economist reader), I have always been a social democrat, so it fits just well. Historically, DAP stood the test of time and never wavered in its principle. Finally, I think I can follow the leadership of DAP without worry because most of the time they make sense to me (unlike the other side) and most importantly, they uphold integrity and righteousness.

One setback of DAP to me was the party ethnicity-mix. It is still made-up of mostly Chinese and I am definitely not very into a race-based party. However, as I was involved in the Roketkini (DAP Malay news portal) Facebook page promotion, I could see the effort of DAP to reach out to Malay population and a genuine intention top down to make DAP a multiracial party. No party is perfect anyway. So I decided to join DAP and believe that through hard-work and time, we can build a true multiracial party together.

Part IV: Hope for the Future

So now, I am in politics and volunteering in DAP. What am I going to do for the next 20-30 years in politics?

Firstly, my heart is to use my gifts to serve the people regardless of income, race and religion. I believe politician is in fact public servant, we should always work towards maximizing the interest of the public.

For the long run, my hope for Malaysia is very simple. I hope that through the hard work of our generation, we'll make sure that Malaysia can be a land of opportunities and equality for our children. I hope that Malaysia can be a land where, no matter how big and what your dreams are, they can be fulfilled here; and no matter what your potential are, they can be reached here. I hope that our children, no matter where they are outside of Malaysia, they will so look forward to come back to Malaysia. I hope for a Malaysia that is free from corruption, united regardless or race and religion as well as competitive in the global economy.

And now, I shall work hard for it. May God bless the works of our hands.

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