It's finally a wrap! Such mixed feelings. Always. Especially for this project.
Filming《大大的梦想》is by far the hardest production of my life. Not because of the script or filming process, but because i started filming when Layla was just 4.5m old. In this 3months of filming, I went thru 3 rounds of growth spurt, transitting her to sleeping alone, teething, her learning how to sit and crawl, and starting solids. Well, that basically equates to NO SLEEP for Mama! On top of that, there's still scripts to memorize every night. I could have slept in and let my helper do the nightshifts. But i felt terrible that she'll have to do both the day and night! Also, that means Layla will not have me to take care of her at all! So, i chose to wake up when she wakes up at night.
The beginning was the hardest. Both Layla and i had to get use to a new rhythm and routine. She was crying so much bcos i wasn't there for her to latch. She was totally not familiar with drinking from bottles then. So in the day she didnt drink much, neither did she sleep much. It was a horrible time for me at work. I was zombie from lack of sleep, and worrying abt how people was handling her at home. My heart and my body was nv in the same place.
On days I'm not working, i will bring her out and prepare purees so when I'm not able to feed her, other people will have frozen cubes ready for her. In short, i never rested. 😭
Oh, dont get me started on pumping. I lugged a huge bag with pumping equipments everywhere i went. and pray that my cooler bag dont melt under the hot sun! I pumped in the car whenever we move from one location to another. Which means i had to drive everywhere instead of taking company transport(again, no rest). Sometimes, in desperation, i even had to resort to pumping in the toilet. Yikes, hate that the most! So unhygienic!
Fast forward 3 months later, what i need to deal with now is my dwindling milk supply, bcos i just couldn't pump as often when i was at work. I def dont have enough to meet her demand now. 😭 And even if i do, she doesnt wanna latch anymore after realizing the convenience of drinking from a bottle. So looks like it's gonna be (cont below)
同時也有38部Youtube影片,追蹤數超過15萬的網紅pennyccw,也在其Youtube影片中提到,The Philadelphia 76ers will take any win they can get against the Orlando Magic, even an ugly one. Allen Iverson scored 20 points, including a free ...
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16 Apr 2021 - The first time I went to dabao dinner for the family. Awwwww.
The big girl was planning to take the bus on her own for the first time and meet us at the mall after her oral exams today. However, our plans changed at the last minute and we decided to stay home instead.
She was a tad disappointed and told me that despite her initial fear, she was actually looking forward to travelling by herself. I was happy and relieved to hear that, and wished I could let her do something since she was feeling enthusiastic. So I said "How about you walk to the food court yourself and buy back dinner since the rest are still sleeping?"
There was a twinkle in her eyes and she immediately sprang into action as she took a pen and paper to take my orders. I told her to buy 2 packets of 白鸡饭, 1 packet of 烧鸡尾饭, 1 油菜, 4 卤蛋, 2 slices of watermelon and 2 slices of rock melon. She took her bag, wallet, keys, card, mask and happily skipped out of the house after telling her sister who was still lying in bed "I'm going to buy dinner!"
I wasn't worried about her because I knew this girl is cautious, observant and responsible. Indeed, she came back promptly with all our orders within half an hour. Woohoo! Mission accomplished!
It was a milestone for her and I think she is definitely ready to travel by the train or bus on her own already. For me, it's a reminder that the time has come to let go even more, knowing that I've taught her and trained her well enough to be independent.
I said to her "Next time we don't need to order food delivery liao, you can just go out and buy for us." To which she smiled and said "Okay!" I think this gives her a sense of achievement just as it gives me a sense of pride. It also makes her feel confident, brave and happy, knowing that she did something for the family. So kudos to ya, dear Angel! I am proud of you! ❤
P.S. She is wearing my shirt here and it makes me feel emotional seeing it. I passed her some of mine because she has outgrown hers recently. Yup, growth spurt, she also eats more than me already and can soon share my shoes too. Awww. Kids grow up really fast, don't they?
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I've been a mother for 10weeks now. I must say the most challenging part of it all till date is Breastfeeding!
It has brought the term 'Love-Hate Relationship' to a whole new level.
I hate how feeding on demand is completely out of my control. I feel like I've lost my self, my identity, my life. I'm just a milk provider waiting round the clock for her to drink.
I hate that i have to watch what i eat bcoz it might decrease my milk supply, it might give her gas, it might give her rash, she might be allergic to certain things that i ate.
I hate that it has changed the way my breast and nipple look forever.
I hate that i wake up with wet tshirt on so many nights. And i sit wide awake in the wee hours in the morning contemplating if i should pump or sleep through in case she wakes up after i pump.
I hate that i have to work so hard to increase the supply of my milk! Toggling between Sunflower Lecithin to Cash Cow so that my milk is rich but it doesnt cause block duct! And eventually dropping all of it and go back to basics.
I hate that i love it so much. :)
For everything that i hate about it, there's only one reason to make up for all of it.
I love and cherish those moments with her.
When she's latching on me, it feels like we are in a world where it's just me and her. I know we r bonding in a special way that only both of us know. I know every fold and gram that she has put on is because of my blood, sweat and tears (can't be more literal).
I know that someday this will end and i know i will miss it terribly. And so, even though some days can be so tough, especially when she goes into growth spurt (Gosh, these growth spurts.. another story for another time), i bite the bullet through tears and frustration, and i just keep going.
The magic with motherhood is, few months down the road, all we can remember are the beautiful moments. It's only been 10 weeks and I'm already starting to forget how hard it was in the beginning. I love this selective memory! Lol
That being said, i know formula is an option and there's no discrimination. But breastfeeding and exclusive latching is my choice. So, Peace out.
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The Philadelphia 76ers will take any win they can get against the Orlando Magic, even an ugly one.
Allen Iverson scored 20 points, including a free throw with 2.9 seconds left, leading the Sixers to a 99-98 victory over the Magic on Friday night.
Philadelphia had lost nine of its last 10 against the Magic, including two in a row this season.
"I was so mad at halftime with the way they played the last few minutes, but they responded,'' Sixers coach Larry Brown said. "I'm frustrated with what they did at the end of the game, but I'm pleased to get a win.''
Derrick Coleman added a season-high 22 points and Eric Snow had 17, including four free throws in the final minute for Philadelphia, which has won two straight since the All-Star break.
Tracy McGrady had 37 points, including a game-tying 3-pointer with 8.7 seconds left, and Mike Miller added a season-high 33 for Orlando.
The Magic have lost seven of nine.
"All of the losses are tough,'' McGrady said. "This is a loss that really hurts because this is a team we thought we could come in and get a win.''
After McGrady's 3 over Aaron McKie tied it at 98, Iverson was fouled by Darrell Armstrong as he drove to the basket.
Iverson hit his first free throw, but missed the second. Miller got the rebound, but threw the ball out of bounds while trying to pass it.
Iverson asked Brown whether he should purposely miss the second attempt, but tried to make it after a discussion with the coaches.
"I was trying not to settle for a jump shot,'' Iverson said. "I wanted to get a layup and I got fouled.''
Iverson's right foot was bothering him after the game, but it didn't appear too serious.
McGrady, the NBA's leading scorer, has at least 30 points in 11 of his last 13 games. McGrady, among the first four players chosen Thursday for the 2004 U.S. Olympic team, shot 11-for-26, including 4-for-6 from 3-point range.
Miller, coming off a four-point performance in Thursday night's 98-88 loss at Detroit, was 13-for-21, including 5-for-8 from beyond the arc.
"Every loss is frustrating,'' Miller said. "It's hard to put one of these behind us.''
Orlando, which trailed most of the fourth quarter, got to 92-91 on a 3-pointer by Miller with 1:28 left. After McKie scored on a driving layup, Miller's layup with 24.9 seconds left cut it to 94-93.
Snow made two free throws, giving the Sixers a 96-93 lead. But McGrady made a pair to cut Orlando's deficit to one. After Snow hit two more free throws, McGrady nailed the game-tying 3.
Iverson shot just 8-for-22, but added seven rebounds.
Orlando, already without Grant Hill (ankle injury), didn't have forward Shawn Kemp for the third straight game. Kemp missed two games after he was suspended without pay Tuesday for violating the NBA's anti-drug policy for the third time. He was reinstated Friday, but wasn't able to join the team in time to play. Kemp is expected to return for Sunday's game in Toronto.
The Sixers took their biggest lead, 49-37, following a 15-5 run in the second quarter. Snow began the spurt with a turnaround jumper, and added a 3-pointer _ his third in 20 attempts this season _ that made it 43-35. Iverson had a jumper and driving layup before Keith Van Horn capped the run with a layup.
Orlando then scored seven straight, sparked by a 3-pointer from Miller. A free throw by Jacque Vaughn got the Magic to 51-47 at halftime.
The Sixers outrebounded Orlando 49-29.
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大門弥生(YAYOI DAIMON)「Lonely Night」Official Video
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Film Director:武藤眞志
Beat Maker : The BK sound
Label : Schwaza Records (schwaza.jp)
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English lyric:
Tonight is lonely, lonely lonely night
Still dont wanna wake from this dream
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
Tonight is lonely, lonely lonely night
Still wanna feel my lingering thoughts
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
After the party
Hoping this time right now
Lasts forever
That kind of cliche quote that fits this situation
Roll up please one more roll up (No)
Sometimes sober is nice too (Yes)
Dont let the wave control you
Tell me the words of love for me
Pour it up our up absorbed in focus
Dont even know the time
If we love then more the love
I cant bare the pain in my gap
So promise me here
Let me hear it multiple time
You say “I love you”
You say “I love you”
Tonight is lonely, lonely lonely night
Still dont wanna wake from this dream
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
Tonight is lonely, lonely lonely night
Still dont wanna wake from this dream
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
Ta ta talk we a talk
Forget about time go with the flow
An An from the morning gosh
Cant see you for about 2 hours
Lone nights are lonely but
I wont forget keep trynna going up
My feelings of trust are for real
Im a Don skills are above above above .....
Tonight is lonely, lonely lonely night
Still dont wanna wake from this dream
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
Tonight is lonely, lonely lonely night
Still wanna feel my lingering thoughts
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
Its a love that just started
The kind where Im fine if this is my last
You’re the one I like
I feel stupid
I say things out of spurt
Like always
Hug me gently
Pilled up timings
The start was that days wine
My darling I wont give to anybody
Tonight is lonely, lonely lonely night
Still dont wanna wake from this dream
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
Tonight is lonely, lonely lonely night
Still wanna feel my lingering thoughts
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
Roll up roll up
Roll up miss my babe
Todays a lonely night
Lonely smokin’ Friday
It's our perfect love
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spurt out 在 Anh Minh Youtube 的精選貼文
For the past couple days my baby was eating more than usual and I was a little concerned and worried. He's not on his usual schedule so I wasn't sure if I was overfeeding him. After doing some research on google it turns out that baby was going through a growth spurt and cluster feeding is starting to kick in for the next couple days. It was a relief to know and gave us some peace of mind so we can prepare properly. So trying my best to be on guard, patient and attentive to baby's needs.
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