是說,看到Chester的死...雖然這樣講可能有點渾蛋,但已經放下Linkin Park專輯很久的我並沒有極大的哀傷,比較多的,是震驚與敬畏。
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震驚是那種並沒有預期到他會這麼快就離開、以為他還會繼續存在在大眾認知中很久很久,結果卻突然早晨一個新聞,就宣告他永遠消失的震驚。
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而敬畏...雖然我本身沒什麼影響力,但身為從小就渴望能透過撰寫,試圖向世人說些甚麼、傳達些甚麼、影響些甚麼的人,因此,看到Chester十餘年來,隱藏著自己鮮血淋漓的內心,把所有複雜的情緒化為詞、化為曲、化為一些真實存在的事物,留給了這個世界...
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...老實說,比起羨慕,他有這樣的勇氣與抱負走到現在,讓我感受到更多的,是敬畏。
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同時,看到Chester,很難不聯想到Kurt Corbin...甚至不只是音樂界,有太多偉大的藝術家最終都是死於心魔;又甚至,不只是自我了結,更多的是酗酒、吸毒,直到意外致死為止。
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而此時大家總是會感慨,「偉大的藝術家就這樣死了,太可惜...」
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但反過來想,成就偉大的,不也正是將他推向死亡的關鍵嗎?
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反而應該說,能夠創作出生命深沉無奈的作品,卻還能夠承受著它一路到老的人,那才應該是少數。
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又,許多人總會說,「選擇死亡、失去生命,這樣不就沒有意義了?」
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那麼我只說,有誰說一定要活著才有意義嗎?
或者說,生命就一定真的有意義嗎?
還是說,意義難道就有意義嗎?
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地球誕生、生物誕生、人類誕生,難道這些事情真的一開始有被賦予過意義?我總在這樣思索著。或許,只是人類希望有「意義」這回事,所以才會以訛傳訛產生這樣的美麗誤會吧?
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但Chester,他直視過生命的黑暗、包容著它、帶著它拯救了無數樂迷瀕臨崩毀的生命。
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我想...就算意義只是人類一廂情願的捏造,不過Chester與那些奮鬥後倒下、只留下感懷的藝術家們,他們的作為,也許才真的是定義了何謂意義。
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所以我尊敬他們,也尊敬他、Chester Bennington。
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當然,我不會說痛苦過才一定能體會生命,這只是某些個案。更何況如果能重來,也許沒有任何偉大的創作者願意遭遇到痛苦。
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只是Chester遭遇了、被迫留下了些甚麼,卻依舊活出了這樣的生命。
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這樣的人、這樣的存在...值得動容。
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When my time comes
(當我走到終點的時候)
Forget the wrong that I've done
(請忘掉我曾犯過的錯)
Help me leave behind some
(請幫我遺留下一些)
Reasons to be missed
(值得被回憶的理由)
And don't resent me
(並且請不要埋怨我)
And when you're feeling empty
(當你心中又感到空洞時)
Keep me in your memory
(也請記得我永遠在你心裡)
Leave out all the rest
(剩下的,就全部讓它去吧)
Leave out all the rest...
(剩下的,就全部讓它去吧...)
---Leave Out All the Rest (2007)
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R.I.P. Chester Bennington
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#LinkinPark #ChesterBennington #RIP
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【Bye Chester】
-When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory.-
今天清早,得知了讓人痛心的消息。
不知道有多少人跟我們一樣,那些年少輕狂的青澀歲月都是Linkin Park陪伴渡過。
Lia媽三姊弟總是一個彈Keyboard一把吉他一個奮力嘶吼的在房間嘶吼他們的歌,Lia爸則是聽著Numb唱出自己的苦惱。
Chester高亢的嗓音唱出自己的傷痕也精準表達了許多人的情感,唱出對這個世界的不解迷茫。
在聽著他們的歌同時,無法表達的各種情緒也被完美的替代宣泄。
這是一種不可抹滅的記憶, 在我們的青春重要的一塊。
雖然一早看到新聞後偷偷流了一些眼淚,
但謝謝你,好好休息吧。
Thank you, Chester Bennington.
Rest in peace our childhood legend.
-I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesn't even matter-
#LinkinPark
#ChesterBennington
#RIP
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When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest..
#RIPChesterBennington
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I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
To find myself again, my walls are closing in
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
So let mercy come, and wash away
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you
Crawling in my skin
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
Confusing what is real
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
In this farewell
There's no blood
There's no alibi
'Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
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