【天青色等煙雨,而我在等你】(English writing below)
我看著客人眼淚
滴滴答答的打在桌面上
筆記本
濕了
本子上的字
糊了
她的心酸
猶如洪泉遇到崩裂的堤壩
一波一浪的破牆而出
一個被愛情辜負的女子
看了真是心疼
我不由自覺的
想到了自己
你懂我的
像我這樣剛烈的女子
爲了愛情
我絕不退縮
祇是一個勇字
又豈能成事呢
童年
過得心驚膽顫
家裡常吵得
雞犬不寧
爸爸沒想要
把我生下
媽媽常說
要把我趕出去
我很努力讀書
我很努力做個乖孩子
我覺得我做得很好
人小小本事很大
但這些終究無法
讓我在美滿的家庭長大
多少個夜晚裡
我被媽媽打得
想奪門而出
永不再見
可是想到誰來照顧她
我又忍下來
我很恨
為何我命運不如人
第一次談戀愛時
我是多麼多麼的雀躍
內心裡的煙花
不斷地爆開
我終於等到了
不再是
沒人要的孩子了
我終於
值得有人愛了
初戀的絢麗
卻也如七彩美麗的煙花
一聲巨響後
就消失在漆黑的夜裡
他常常在我面前
提到他如何深愛著
他中學時的校花
她是如此的美好
有一次
這校花來我們的學校
他得知後
破課室的門而出
沒見到她
他哭了一整個星期
心中的不安
讓我常常與他吵架
三年零八個月裡
我不是一個好女友
服滿兵役後
他喜歡上大學迎新會
的一位混血兒
後來
我和一位校友打了幾次桌球
某夜
他在ICQ向我索吻
對他的印象
就一落千丈了
(你以為老娘在賤賣嗎?)
不久一位朋友告訴我
他約會的對象
不只我一個
我有一位
很好很好的朋友
我在新加坡時
他常陪我
深夜打桌球到清晨
聊佛法聊人生
一起上佛學班
一起學國標舞
從未有一個人
如此瞭解我的心
如此照顧著我
但無所不談的當兒
他也不斷告訴
這麼多年來
他如何愛念著
一個女孩
對她始終無法忘懷
我又輸給
活在記憶中的人了
我這一份單戀
長達兩年
很磨人很磨人很磨人
差一點走不出來
第二次談戀愛
他常在我面前提起
一個他追了半年追不到的女孩
他說
有一天一定要去問她
為什麼不選擇他
在家裡的毒打
並沒有隨著我成人
而停止
後來拜師學藝
卻因爲品德不良
被師父一句
「你不是我要找的人。」
斷然吃了閉門羹
那天我哭得痛徹心扉
覺得自己
好像是
個沒人要的孩子
方文山因爲
八百年前
宋徽宗皇帝御批的這句
「雨過天青雲破處」
而在周傑倫《青花瓷》裡
寫了『天青色等煙雨,而我在等你』
他說
愛情里最無力的無奈
就是「等待」
天青色得等待
不知何時會降的雨
雨停
積雲散去
朗朗晴空中
天青色才能顯現
如同我
只能被动而安静的
等待着
不知何时才会出现的妳。
慢慢的
我開始認為
我這輩子等不到了
月老應該沒幫我
綁上紅線
學佛多年後
忽然恍然大悟
一個道理
没有东西是必须拥有的
沒有它
也不代表自己的不足
愛情
是一個填不滿的慾望
所以愛情劇長紅
在2015年2月21日年初三,根本上師蓮生活佛在台灣中天綜合電視台的訪談中說:https://youtu.be/EPDxwSt6a5I (時間12:08)
「師尊本身的愛是這樣的。我既然愛她,就是要她幸福,不是要佔有她,這種愛不是佔有,其實愛不是佔有。如果愛是佔有的話,那就是屬於慾望。如果愛不是佔有,我是祝福她,雖然我愛她,她不愛我,她愛別人,我就祝福她。如果愛別人會比較幸福,我就祝福她。這種愛就不是佔有的愛。如果是佔有的愛,一定會產生痛苦。」
原來我真正在等的
是自己
自己的智慧開了
心變闊達時
才不會讓他人決定
自己幾時可以幸福
可以幸福多久
命運在我手中
怎麼走本來就是我說了算
我輕輕的拿起桌上的紙巾,遞給女客人。她一把鼻涕,一把眼淚的向我道謝。
借了師父慣用的笑話,我柔聲細語的說:「別哭,新加坡缺水,要哭要到蓄水池哭,這樣我們可以少看馬來西亞的臉色做人。」
她破涕而笑。
我再說:「我看了妳的八字,現在又看到妳真人,勸你跟我講話老實一點,要不然我幫不到妳。妳明明一直做人家的小三,還敢跟我哭沒有男人要和妳結婚?妳不也偷偷拿了他不少錢嗎?我看妳明明就是一張愛錢的臉。」
奉勸各位大俠,在我面前,若要用眼淚爲武器,請三思,因爲虛偽的,我必定拆你面具。
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I looked at the teardrops of my client, pitter patter onto the table top. My client's notebook got wet. The words got muddled.
All the pains in her heart were like the angry river crushing through a broken dam, tearing down the walls as the tears flowed.
To see a lady being let down by love was indeed heart-breaking.
I couldn't help but thought of myself.
You know me. An unyielding character like mine will not shrink like a coward in the name of love. Alas, there are things in life that can't be accomplished solely with courage.
My childhood was filled with a lot of fear. There were often quarrels at home.
My dad didn't want me to be born. My mum often said she wanted to chase me out of the house.
I studied very hard. I did my utmost to be an obedient kid, and I thought I did very well as young child but I was already very capable. However, all these were not enough for me to grow up in a complete family.
So many nights, I got beaten up so badly by my mum that I wanted to just break out of the door and never to see her again. But the mere thought of nobody looking after her pulled me back.
I hated so much. Why wasn't my destiny comparable to other people?
When I first fell in love, I was so elated. The fireworks in my heart exploded non-stop. I finally found someone. I was no longer that child which nobody wanted. I was finally worthy of someone's love.
The splendour of first love, however, was as temporal as the rainbow-coloured fireworks. After a loud explosion, it vanished into the darkness of night.
He would often tell me in my face, how much he pined for and loved his secondary school crush, apparently the prettiest and most perfect girl in school.
Once, this campus belle came to our school. When he got wind of the news, he dashed out of the classroom. Failing to see her, he cried for one whole week.
My insecurity caused me to quarrel with him often. In those 3 years and 8 months, I wasn't a great girlfriend. After his NS, he got together with a girl of mixed blood at his university's Orientation camp.
I played pool with a uni mate a few times. One night over ICQ, he teased me for a kiss. My impression of him dropped like hot cakes. Did I look like I was lelong-ing myself? Later, a girl pal told me that he was dating several girls at the same time.
I had a very good friend. Whenever I was in Singapore, he would accompany me to play pool till wee hours. We talked about Dharma, life, and we attended Buddhism and ballroom dancing classes together. I had never met a person who understood me and took care of me so well.
But among our endless conversations of everything and anything, he always told me how he still loved a girl from his school. He couldn't forget her.
Again, I lost to someone who lived in the memory of the guy I liked.
This one-sided love of mine burned for two years. It was very, very, very excruciating. I almost didn't make it out alive.
In my second relationship, the boyfriend would always tell me about a pretty girl whom he pursued for half a year, but failed to win her heart. He told me firmly that if he had the chance, he wanted to ask her why she did not choose him.
The abusive beating at home did not stop even after I grew up.
Later on, when I wanted to become Shifu's disciple, he turned me down flat because he didn't think I had good morals and values. He was blunt, "You are not the person I am looking for."
That night, I cried painfully hard. Suddenly, I felt like I was the kid from my childhood whom nobody wanted.
800 years ago, Emperor Huizong of Song Dynasty wrote in an imperial decree "雨過天青雲破處". It was this that inspired Vincent Fang (方文山) to write the lyrics 『天青色等煙雨,而我在等你』in Jay Chou's song 青花瓷 (Blue and white porcelain).
Vincent Fang said, the most powerless kind of helplessness in love was waiting.
The sky green colour had to wait for the rain, which it had no idea when it would arrive. After the rain stopped, the thick clouds dissipated, in the clear skies, the sky green colour would then be able to appear. This was just like how he could only passively and quietly wait, for his lady whom he had no idea when she would appear.
Gradually, I started thinking that in this lifetime, I would not be able to wait for that person to appear. Perhaps Yue Lao (the elderly celestial under the moon) did not tie the red string on me.
After many years of learning the Dharma, one day, I suddenly came to the realisation that nothing is a must to own.
Secular love is a black hole of desires. That is why romantic shows are evergreen.
On 21 February 2015, the 3rd day of the Lunar New Year, my Root Guru Living Buddha Lian-Sheng spoke in an interview with the Taiwan CTI Television Inc.: https://youtu.be/EPDxwSt6a5I (timestamp 12:08)
"My personal take on love is this. Since I love her, I will want her to be blissful, and not to possess her. Such love isn't possession. Actually love isn't possession. If love is possession, that belongs to desire. If love isn't desire, I will wish her well. Although I love her, she doesn't love me, but loves another person, so I will give her my best wishes. If loving another person brings her more happiness, I will wish her well. Such love isn't possessive love. If it is possessive love, there will surely be pain."
Then I realised, the one that I had been waiting all along for is myself. Waiting for my wisdom to develop, waiting for my heart to be more open, so that I would not place my happiness in the hands of another person, and let the person decide for me when I should be happy, for how long I can stay happy...
My destiny is in my hands. How it pans out is up to me to say.
I gently picked up a serviette from the table and passed it to my lady client. In a mush of mucus and tears, she thanked me.
Borrowing an old joke from Shifu, I gently told her, "Don't cry. Singapore lacks water. If you want to cry, you should cry at a nearby reservoir. This way, we don't have to see the colours of Malaysia in order to get more water."
She broke into a smile among her tears.
I continued, "After looking at your Bazi, and now that I have seen you in person, I advise you to be more honest with me, or else I will not be able to help you. You have all along been a mistress to other men, and you dare to come crying to me that no man wanted to marry you? Didn't you also stole some money from them? The way I see you, you obviously have a money grubber face."
My advice to all swordsmen: If you wish to use your tears as a weapon in front of me, think thrice. Because if you are a hypocrite, I will definitely rip your mask apart.
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why choose our school 在 Australialife澳洲小夫妻 Facebook 的最佳解答
#這學期真的超級充實
很喜歡我們的老師
真的教的超好👍
班上上課的氣氛也很好
大家的態度都很積極的學習
也會互相糾正一起進步💕
除了聽力考試、發音考試、口說考試
有兩個報告
一個專案我選擇了介紹如何在澳洲買房
因為覺得很實用
有天班上的同學也可以會需要這方面的資訊
另一個報告
老師提供很多主題讓我們選擇
像是老師的薪水該跟醫生一樣嗎?
孩子課後需要去打工嗎?
而我選擇的是我們該成為素食者嗎?
看到這個主題的時候
我就馬上就想選擇這個題目
報告的過程中需要使用說服語句、加強語氣、一些特定用法⋯(老師依此來評分)
當然是講英文報告啦!
報告完成後真的覺得學到很多東西也更進步了
語言這個東西
真的就是要使用在生活中才會變成你的
星期一就要開學了!
怎麼覺得我的School holiday 好不夠啊!🤣
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#This semester is really super fulfilling!
Like our teacher very much
Really teaches super well👍The atmosphere in the class is also very good.
Everyone is very active in learning English.
We corrected each other and make us become better together💕
Besides listening test, speaking test and pronunciation test
There are two reports:
For the project I chose to introduce how to buy a house in Australia
Because I think it's very practical and someday my classmates may also need this information
Another report
The teacher provides many topics for us to choose
Should the salary of a teacher be the same as a doctor?
Do children need to work part-time after class?
And what I choose is should we become vegetarians?
When I saw this theme, I immediately wanted to choose this one.
In the process of reporting, you need to use persuasive sentences, strengthen the tone, and some specific ways like linking words ... (the teacher will score according to this)
Of course the report is in English!
After the report, I really feel that I have learned a lot and improved.
Language really needs to be used in daily life.
School will start this coming Monday.
Why do I think my school holidays are not good enough! 🤣
#澳洲生活
why choose our school 在 Pakar diari hati Facebook 的最佳貼文
Rupanya Lepas Kematian Suami, Tanggungjawab Cari Nafkah Anak-Anak Jatuh Pada Datuk Atau Pakcik, Bukan Ibu
Sering kita mendengar kisah di mana tanah kubur masih merah, tetapi harta peninggalan arwah sudah ada yang direbut.
Dan yang menjadi masalahnya apabila harta yang ada menjadi rebutan antara keluarga arwah dengan isteri/balu arwah dan anak-anak.
...Continue ReadingApparently After Death Of Husband, Responsible To Find Children's Living Falling On Datuk Or Uncle, Not Mother
We often hear the story where the grave land is still red, but the spirit of the deceased's property is already taken.
And the problem is when the property that has become the grab between the late family and the wife / balu of the deceased and the children.
What about the fate and rights of the orphans if the possessions that exist become seized. Don't they know that eating orphan s' property is illegal and the properties that should have to go through the faraid law process.
Let's follow this man's share Hishamuddin Abd Majid on Facebook social page for us as Muslims to know the law that should be.
IMPORTANT!!! MUSLIMS MUST READ!! Many people don't know and look at it...
Apparently after death the husband is responsible for making a living for the children to fall to his guardian... that is his grandfather or uncle, not the mother's responsibility. Be fit in terms of giving faraid the fewest wife parts compared to other heirs. I wonder why the wife is the least part while the wife is the one who will bear the needs of the children later. Even husband's house and car relics can be claimed by guardians if not listed as property dedicated to the wife..
Many of us don't know because we haven't heard of it yet, there are guardians who earn a living for orphans who still This is the trust of Allah that is forgotten. This is how big a man's responsibility is... your responsibility is not only to children and wife but also to his guardian..
When religion is taken half half, the one who is in favor of it is taken away is left behind.
Let's think of the true story that happened to a balu who died by husband.
1. During the life of a difficult person, siblings never visited, let alone give a treat for their nephews even though everything works best.
2. Provisions for the children of Simati to buy a piece of land and buy a terrace house. Not long later, the dead bought another piece of land for gardening purpose but did not reach (died first)
3. Simati savings are in 10 k in the bank, a house and a piece of land.
4. Simati always told his wife if he's not around, wife and children are not difficult, there's a place to depend, there's a little money and there's a shelter (home). How big is simati's hope for the wife and children.
5. Destined for the dead to die due to shortness of breath (heart problem).. simati left balu and 2 daughters.
6. As soon as simati was buried, simati siblings including simati's mother had asked the wife to talk about simati's property, simati will be tortured in the grave if not solved as soon as possible.
7. Simati has no son, so the properties of simati will also get to his siblings.
8. Not even a week the dead died, came to the siblings to visit the house, after doing a sketch in the paper according to the law of faraid, part for the wife, children, the mother of simati and siblings of simati.
8. Laws of faraid-part of the wife get the fewest, but don't care about the sadness that is still sad, the fate of the faraid division is also given to the faraid division.
9. Most heartbreaking, rated once a house occupied by Sibalu and children according to market value. Then they give two choices to the balu, pay the price of the house to the heirs who deserve it if you want to stay there, or get out of the house because the house will be sold and the sales money will be divided by the law.
10. Where to find 150 k? If you don't want to be forced to get out of the house, the house is sold, the parts of Sibalu and the children with the amount of Sibalu and the children of Simati can be impossible to find a new
The episode of the orphans has started, moving to randomly, renting here, not busy, even the child is working after going back to school, saving money / single land / house is sold by siwaris. Simati's hope not to trouble children and wife after their underarm is broken at all. All the heirs are gone after getting their own share.
Even though it is entitled to simat property but have to look at the responsibility that must be held, don't take the religion is half half for your own interest.. yes it is not sinful to take the property that is indeed our right in the law, but sin is failing to run the responsibility of the living in the children of clothes / eat drink.
If we are among such groups before this change and may our offspring be kept away from our children, our husbands, our children from being cruel.
Take the teaching of brothers and sisters, once again I remind you of what religion is taught, if simati leaves children who have not been baligh, it is mandatory for the guardian to follow the guardian's order next to simati and provide a living for simati children. If not taken care, bear in the afterlife.
The faraid law is very fair and beautiful, given more to men because men are the leader of the family who has to bear the people below, why when there is no son, the property will be given to the simati siblings? Clearly Allah says that it is the responsibility of the guardians to bear the orphan (especially the orphans are women) and hopefully with the division of the faraid can relieve the burden / help the guardians to protect and give a living to the orphans.
REMEMBER YEA..! get the division of simati property not directly buying a new house, shopping or traveling first, but fulfill the orphan's responsibility.
Proclaim ' nature
SOURCE: FACEBOOK HISHAMUDDIN ABD MAJID
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今日は「なになにしましょう!&しませんか?」形を勉強します。
Today we are going to Exercise "Let`s do"& "Why don`t you do?" form..
오늘 뭐뭐 합시다. 하지 않겠습니까?형을 연습합니다.
Let`s study all of them! Get the power!
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