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#Eugene讀的300多本myON電子書記錄
(此圖不包含同myON的『Kaite Woo』和『Dino』系列)
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大概是從5月中疫情爆發的時候，
SJE女孩兒門關在家防疫課時哪兒也不去，
沒上學的自學生Eugene則維持學習的步調，
卻增加了 #myON電子書 的量!
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延伸上一篇文 ‧ 傳送門https://www.facebook.com/ingrid.ing.1024/photos/a.1661247717465782/3058233677767172
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這張圖是5月~7月底的myON電子書+AR測驗記錄，
部分介紹找時間將截圖在留言處，
其他還有很多橋梁書套書、小說的閱讀同時進行~
#SJE閱讀記錄 #Eugene6Y7M #英文閱讀 #英文有聲書
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以下是Eugene讀『myON電子書記錄』書名提供給大家，
字數不多，並且很精彩!
Eugene讀的共有300多本，
字數約在1千上下，
而且精彩的說書人真是讚!
超多好看的書讓小E會想一讀再讀呢!
很多書小E看完就不測AR了，
所以列書單如下：

◆ The Elves Help Puss in Boots
◆ Quest for the Unicorn's Horn
◆ Medea Tells All: A Mad, Magical Love
◆ Medusa Tells All: Beauty Missing, Hair Hissing
◆ Three Blind Mice Team Up with the Three Little Pigs
◆ The Tooth Fairy
◆ Seriously, Snow White Was SO Forgetful!
◆ Trust Me, Hansel and Gretel Are Sweet!
◆ Snow White and the Seven Robots: A Graphic Novel
◆ Red Riding Hood Meets the Three Bears
◆ Red Riding Hood Meets the Three Bears
◆ The Robo-battle of Mega Tortoise vs. Hazard Hare: A Graphic Novel
◆ Medea Tells All: A Mad, Magical Love
◆ Helen of Troy Tells All
◆ Pandora Tells All: Not the Curious Kind
◆ Robin Hood, Time Traveler
◆ The Ugly Dino Hatchling: A Graphic Novel
◆ Keep It Simple, Rapunzel!
◆ Mermaid Midfielders
◆ Hansel and Gretel
◆ Say "Cheese"!
◆ Big Pig
◆ Cass the Monkey
◆ Rapunzel
◆ Honestly, Our Music Stole the Show!: The Story of the Bremen Town Musicians as Told by the Donkey
◆ The Recess Bully
◆ The Runaway Robot
◆ Alice, Secret Agent of Wonderland
◆ Frankly, I'd Rather Spin Myself a New Name!
◆ Sleeping Beauty, Magic Master
◆ Quest for the Unicorn's Horn
◆ Secret Matter
◆ Truthfully, Something Smelled Fishy!: The Story of the Fisherman and His Wife as Told by the Wife
◆ Pandarella
◆ Hansel and Gretel Stories Around the World
◆ Red Riding Hood, Superhero: A Graphic Novel
◆ Beauty and the Beast Stories Around the World
◆ Goldiclucks and the Three Bears
◆ Believe Me, Goldilocks Rocks!
◆ Believe Me, I Never Felt a Pea!
◆ Poodle and the Pea
◆ Kitten Who Cried Dog
◆ Ack's New Pet
◆ Pandarella
◆ Goldilocks and the Three Vampires
◆ The Silver Spurs of Oz
◆ Rapunzel vs. Frankenstein
◆ Peter Pan in Mummy Land
◆ Mouse Says "Sorry"
◆ Mouse Says "Sorry"
◆ Hippo Says "Excuse Me"
◆ Monster Knows Table Manners
◆ Monster Knows Excuse Me
◆ Party Problems
◆ Miles McHale, Tattletale
◆ Yasmin the Chef
◆ Truthfully, Something Smelled Fishy!: The Story of the Fisherman and His Wife as Told by the Wife
◆ The Robo-battle of Mega Tortoise vs. Hazard Hare: A Graphic Novel
◆ Max Goes to the Dentist
◆ Listen, My Bridge Is SO Cool!: The Story of the Three Billy Goats ◆ Gruff as Told by the Troll
◆ Buzz Beaker and the Speed Secret
◆ Buzz Beaker and the Growing Goo
◆ Marconi the Wizard
◆ Hair-pocalypse
◆ Little Tiger Picks Up
◆ Penguin Says "Please"
◆ Little Dinos Don't Push
◆ Little Dinos Don't Hit
◆ Dino Hunt
◆ Prize Inside
◆ Pizza Palace
◆ What's That Sound, Cinderella?
◆ Pet Costume Party
◆ Even Fairies Bake Mistakes
◆ Counting Money!
◆ Maybe When I'm Bigger
◆ Traveling Shoes
◆ When Thomas Edison Fed Someone Worms
◆ The Swim Race
◆ Ruth's Pink Pajamas
◆ Me and My Cat
◆ Boo Bat
◆ Incredible Rockhead and the Spectacular Scissorlegz
◆ Truly, We Both Loved Beauty Dearly!
◆ Poodle and the Pea
◆ Marshmallow Mermaid
◆ Green Queen of Mean
◆ Evil Echo
◆ Yum!
◆ My Body
◆ My Day
◆ My Neighborhood
◆ Marvelous Me
◆ Paid to Game
◆ Mr. Bones
◆ Little Dinos Don't Yell
◆ Do Not Let Your Dragon Spread Germs
◆ Friends All Day
◆ Field Day Rules!
◆ The Goose that Laid the Rotten Egg: A Graphic Novel
◆ Plans Gone Wrong
◆ The Ants and the Grasshopper
◆ The Boy Who Cried Wolf
◆ The Boy Who Cried Vampire: A Graphic Novel
◆ Frankly, I'd Rather Spin Myself a New Name!
◆ Little Red Riding Hood Stories Around the World
◆ Rapunzel Stories Around the World
◆ Hansel and Gretel Stories Around the World
◆ Beauty and the Beast Stories Around the World
◆ Little Red Riding Duck
◆ Goldiclucks and the Three Bears
◆ Kitten Who Cried Dog
◆ Princess Harper Gets Happy
◆ Pandarella
◆ How Do We Stay on Earth?
◆ Scary Night
◆ Aliens and Energy
◆ The Big Mistake
◆ The Black Hole Report
◆ Ack's New Pet
◆ Ooze Slingers from Outer Space
◆ Eek Discovers Earth
◆ Tap Dance Troubles
◆ First Base Blues
◆ Soccer Switch
◆ Snow Dance
◆ Jack and the Beanstalk
◆ Lacey Walker, Nonstop Talker
◆ Crabby Pants
◆ Eleanore Won't Share
◆ Clara's Crazy Curls
◆ The Perfect Birthday Recipe
◆ The Little Bully
◆ You Get What You Get
◆ Zombies and Meatballs
◆ Boy Under the Bed
◆ Welcome to Third Grade, Gus!
◆ Going on a Field Trip
◆ Honestly, Red Riding Hood Was Rotten!
◆ No Lie, Pigs (and Their Houses) Can Fly!
◆ Seriously, Snow White Was SO Forgetful!
◆ Really, Rapunzel Needed a Haircut!
◆ Ninja-rella: A Graphic Novel
◆ Farms
◆ A Nature Walk on the Farm
◆ Bree's Bike Jump
◆ The Lion and the Mouse and the Invaders from Zurg: A Graphic Novel
◆ Lucille Gets Jealous
◆ Terrible, Awful, Horrible Manners!
◆ First Day of Unicorn School
◆ Trust Me, Hansel and Gretel Are Sweet!
◆ Clara's Crazy Curls
◆ Cat That Disappeared
◆ Super Billy Goats Gruff: A Graphic Novel
◆ Day of the Field Trip Zombies
◆ Shark in the Library!
◆ Sleeping Beauty
◆ Robin Hood, Time Traveler
◆ Red Riding Hood
◆ Rapunzel
◆ Puss in Boots
◆ Medusa Tells All: Beauty Missing, Hair Hissing
◆ Freestyle Fun
◆ Pandora Tells All: Not the Curious Kind
◆ Punk Rock Mouse and Country Mouse: A Graphic Novel
◆ Hansel and Gretel
◆ Chicken Little Saves the Moon Base: A Graphic Novel
◆ Johnny Slimeseed and the Freaky Forest
◆ The Goose that Laid the Rotten Egg: A Graphic Novel
◆ Believe Me, Goldilocks Rocks!
◆ No Lie, I Acted Like a Beast!
◆ Morning Mystery
◆ Johnny Slimeseed and the Freaky Forest
◆ Curse of the Red Scorpion
◆ Rapunzel
◆ Jak and the Magic Nano-beans: A Graphic Novel
◆ Goldilocks and the Three Vampires
◆ The Silver Spurs of Oz
◆ Peter Pan in Mummy Land
◆ Hansel and Gretel
◆ Rapunzel vs. Frankenstein
◆ Private Eye Princess and the Emerald Pea
◆ First Day, No Way!
◆ Beauty and the Dreaded Sea Beast
◆ Cinderella Stories Around the World
◆ Frog Prince
◆ Do Not Bring Your Dragon to Recess
◆ For Real, I Paraded in My Underpants!
◆ Olivia Bitter, Spooked-Out Sitter!
◆ Willy the Worm
◆ My Home
◆ Three Princesses
◆ The Frog Prince Saves Sleeping Beauty
◆ Sleeping Beauty
◆ Princess Bella's Birthday Cake
◆ Princess Addison Gets Angry
◆ The Tortoise and the Hare
◆ The Voice in the Boys' Room
◆ Servant and the Water Princess
◆ Because I Stubbed My Toe
◆ Yasmin the Builder
◆ New Kid from Planet Glorf
◆ Monster of Lake Lobo
◆ Golden Goose
◆ Dozer Strikes!
◆ Incredible Rockhead vs Papercut!
◆ Super-Powered Sneeze
◆ Up the President's Nose
◆ Blastoff to the Secret Side of the Moon!
◆ Hercules and the Pooper-Scooper Peril
◆ Witch's Brew
◆ Princess and Her Pony
◆ Day Mom Finally Snapped
◆ Boy Who Burped Too Much
◆ Secret of the Summer School Zombies
◆ Peek-a-Boo Dinosaurs
◆ My Little Bro-Bot
◆ Night of the Homework Zombies
◆ Max and Buddy Go to the Vet
◆ Invasion of the Gym Class Zombies
◆ Buzz Beaker and the Putt-Putt Contest
◆ Buzz Beaker and the Cave Creatures
◆ Lost Lunch
◆ Good, the Bad, and the Monkeys
◆ Frank 'n' Beans
◆ Little Lizard's New Baby
◆ Missing Monster Card
◆ Bus Ride Bully
◆ Buzz Beaker and the Cool Caps
◆ Eek and Ack vs the Wolfman
◆ Buzz Beaker and the Outer Space Trip
◆ Buzz Beaker and the Super Fast Car
◆ Snorkeling with Sea-Bots
◆ Buzz Beaker and the Race to School
◆ Jimmy Sniffles vs the Mummy
◆ Wright Brothers
◆ Double Trouble
◆ Dognapped!
◆ Fuchsia Fierce
◆ Do Not Bring Your Dragon to the Library
◆ My First Guide to Paper Airplanes
◆ Nose for Danger
◆ Helen Keller
◆ Thomas Edison: Physicist and Inventor
◆ People of the World
◆ Christopher Columbus and Neil Armstrong
◆ When Neil Armstrong Built a Wind Tunnel
◆ Jane Goodall
◆ Malala Yousafzai's Story
◆ Going to School: Comparing Past and Present
◆ Dinosaurs for Breakfast
◆ What Do You Think, Katie?
◆ Too Much RainRain
◆ A Is for Albatross
◆ Tricky Tooth
◆ The Best Baker
◆ Big Lie
◆ Jay-Z
◆ You Can Work in Music
◆ Spiders
◆ The Best Club
◆ I Can Reuse and Recycle
◆ How Effective Is Recycling?
◆ No Valentines for Katie
◆ Pony Party
◆ Piggy Bank Problems
◆ No More Teasing
◆ Moving Day
◆ Katie's Vet Loves Pets
◆ Drawing and Learning About Cats
◆ Moo, Katie Woo!
◆ Keep Dancing, Katie
◆ Katie's Spooky Sleepover
◆ Katie's Noisy Music
◆ Katie's New Shoes
◆ Katie Woo, Super Scout
◆ Katie Woo's Crazy Critter Jokes
◆ Katie Woo Has the Flu
◆ Katie Saves the Earth
◆ Katie Saves Thanksgiving
◆ Katie in the Kitchen
◆ Katie Goes Camping
◆ Mystery Coins
◆ Missing Trumpet
◆ Slime Attack
◆ Beach Bandit
◆ Crazy Clues
◆ Surprise Prize
◆ Ghost Sounds
◆ Katie Finds a Job
◆ Katie Blows Her Top
◆ Haunted House
◆ Alice in Wonderland
◆ Katie and the Haunted Museum
◆ Katie and the Fancy Substitute
◆ The Story of Ursa Major and Ursa Minor: A Roman Constellation Myth
◆ Katie and the Class Pet
◆ It Doesn't Need to Rhyme, Katie
◆ Helping Mayor Patty
◆ Goodbye to Goldie
◆ Nervous Night
◆ Good Morning, Farmer Carmen!
◆ Friends in the Mail
◆ Fly High, Katie
◆ Flower Girl Katie
◆ Daddy Can't Dance
◆ Cowgirl Katie
◆ Cartwheel Katie
◆ Boss of the World
◆ Boo, Katie Woo!
◆ Best Season Ever
◆ Happy Day
◆ Underworld Clash
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Having worked for many years in the hospitality industry at Genting Highlands which operates 24 hours a day, Andrew had little time to spend with his family and loved ones.

When he got the news that his wife was pregnant with a baby girl on the way, Andrew knew he had to have a change of lifestyle so he could spend more time with his growing family.

He knew it was time to explore moving into a new field, and coming from a hospitality background, he felt that the best choice would be to try his hand in F&B.

He started @lean_n_rush in Nu Sentral mall, offering a range of salads catering to the rising demand for more health-conscious dining options.

However, when MCO was announced and he started facing reduced traffic, it was a matter of time before he was forced to close down.

Believing that ‘to survive is to grow,’ he immediately started seeking out other options to sustain his business.

Lean & Rush was one of the first brands to begin operating at @COOXasia and it has made his business easier to manage, with orders and customers steadily rising day by day.

Andrew is very grateful to have the opportunity to try something new, and he appreciates that not everyone is so lucky to have that opportunity.

When we started COOX, it was always our goal to help empower F&B entrepreneurs who were facing tough times, or even those who were interested to try their hand in an F&B business, but the conventional way was just too difficult and costly.

If you think this is something that will be beneficial for you or know someone who would be interested, we are always welcoming more startups and F&B entrepreneurs to join us.

Pass us your details and COOX will be in touch:
http://coox.asia/join-us

#SupportingGreatCooks

【天青色等煙雨，而我在等你】(English writing below)

我看著客人眼淚
滴滴答答的打在桌面上
筆記本
濕了
本子上的字
糊了

她的心酸
猶如洪泉遇到崩裂的堤壩
一波一浪的破牆而出

一個被愛情辜負的女子
看了真是心疼

我不由自覺的
想到了自己

你懂我的
像我這樣剛烈的女子
爲了愛情
我絕不退縮
祇是一個勇字
又豈能成事呢

童年
過得心驚膽顫
家裡常吵得
雞犬不寧

爸爸沒想要
把我生下
媽媽常說
要把我趕出去

我很努力讀書
我很努力做個乖孩子
我覺得我做得很好
人小小本事很大
但這些終究無法
讓我在美滿的家庭長大

多少個夜晚裡
我被媽媽打得
想奪門而出
永不再見
可是想到誰來照顧她
我又忍下來

我很恨
為何我命運不如人

第一次談戀愛時
我是多麼多麼的雀躍
內心裡的煙花
不斷地爆開
我終於等到了
不再是
沒人要的孩子了

我終於
值得有人愛了

初戀的絢麗
卻也如七彩美麗的煙花
一聲巨響後
就消失在漆黑的夜裡

他常常在我面前
提到他如何深愛著
他中學時的校花
她是如此的美好

有一次
這校花來我們的學校
他得知後
破課室的門而出
沒見到她
他哭了一整個星期

心中的不安
讓我常常與他吵架
三年零八個月裡
我不是一個好女友
服滿兵役後
他喜歡上大學迎新會
的一位混血兒

後來
我和一位校友打了幾次桌球
某夜
他在ICQ向我索吻
對他的印象
就一落千丈了
（你以為老娘在賤賣嗎？）
不久一位朋友告訴我
他約會的對象
不只我一個

我有一位
很好很好的朋友
我在新加坡時
他常陪我
深夜打桌球到清晨
聊佛法聊人生
一起上佛學班
一起學國標舞
從未有一個人
如此瞭解我的心
如此照顧著我

但無所不談的當兒
他也不斷告訴
這麼多年來
他如何愛念著
一個女孩
對她始終無法忘懷

我又輸給
活在記憶中的人了

我這一份單戀
長達兩年
很磨人很磨人很磨人
差一點走不出來

第二次談戀愛
他常在我面前提起
一個他追了半年追不到的女孩
他說
有一天一定要去問她
為什麼不選擇他

在家裡的毒打
並沒有隨著我成人
而停止

後來拜師學藝
卻因爲品德不良
被師父一句
「你不是我要找的人。」
斷然吃了閉門羹

那天我哭得痛徹心扉
覺得自己
好像是
個沒人要的孩子

方文山因爲
八百年前
宋徽宗皇帝御批的這句
「雨過天青雲破處」
而在周傑倫《青花瓷》裡
寫了『天青色等煙雨，而我在等你』

他說
愛情里最無力的無奈
就是「等待」
天青色得等待
不知何時會降的雨
雨停
積雲散去
朗朗晴空中
天青色才能顯現
如同我
只能被动而安静的
等待着
不知何时才会出现的妳。

慢慢的
我開始認為
我這輩子等不到了
月老應該沒幫我
綁上紅線

學佛多年後
忽然恍然大悟
一個道理
没有东西是必须拥有的
沒有它
也不代表自己的不足

愛情
是一個填不滿的慾望
所以愛情劇長紅

在2015年2月21日年初三，根本上師蓮生活佛在台灣中天綜合電視台的訪談中說：https://youtu.be/EPDxwSt6a5I （時間12:08）

「師尊本身的愛是這樣的。我既然愛她，就是要她幸福，不是要佔有她，這種愛不是佔有，其實愛不是佔有。如果愛是佔有的話，那就是屬於慾望。如果愛不是佔有，我是祝福她，雖然我愛她，她不愛我，她愛別人，我就祝福她。如果愛別人會比較幸福，我就祝福她。這種愛就不是佔有的愛。如果是佔有的愛，一定會產生痛苦。」

原來我真正在等的
是自己
自己的智慧開了
心變闊達時
才不會讓他人決定
自己幾時可以幸福
可以幸福多久
命運在我手中
怎麼走本來就是我說了算

我輕輕的拿起桌上的紙巾，遞給女客人。她一把鼻涕，一把眼淚的向我道謝。

借了師父慣用的笑話，我柔聲細語的說：「別哭，新加坡缺水，要哭要到蓄水池哭，這樣我們可以少看馬來西亞的臉色做人。」

她破涕而笑。

我再說：「我看了妳的八字，現在又看到妳真人，勸你跟我講話老實一點，要不然我幫不到妳。妳明明一直做人家的小三，還敢跟我哭沒有男人要和妳結婚？妳不也偷偷拿了他不少錢嗎？我看妳明明就是一張愛錢的臉。」

奉勸各位大俠，在我面前，若要用眼淚爲武器，請三思，因爲虛偽的，我必定拆你面具。

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I looked at the teardrops of my client, pitter patter onto the table top. My client's notebook got wet. The words got muddled.

All the pains in her heart were like the angry river crushing through a broken dam, tearing down the walls as the tears flowed.

To see a lady being let down by love was indeed heart-breaking.

I couldn't help but thought of myself.

You know me. An unyielding character like mine will not shrink like a coward in the name of love. Alas, there are things in life that can't be accomplished solely with courage.

My childhood was filled with a lot of fear. There were often quarrels at home.

My dad didn't want me to be born. My mum often said she wanted to chase me out of the house.

I studied very hard. I did my utmost to be an obedient kid, and I thought I did very well as young child but I was already very capable. However, all these were not enough for me to grow up in a complete family.

So many nights, I got beaten up so badly by my mum that I wanted to just break out of the door and never to see her again. But the mere thought of nobody looking after her pulled me back.

I hated so much. Why wasn't my destiny comparable to other people?

When I first fell in love, I was so elated. The fireworks in my heart exploded non-stop. I finally found someone. I was no longer that child which nobody wanted. I was finally worthy of someone's love.

The splendour of first love, however, was as temporal as the rainbow-coloured fireworks. After a loud explosion, it vanished into the darkness of night.

He would often tell me in my face, how much he pined for and loved his secondary school crush, apparently the prettiest and most perfect girl in school.

Once, this campus belle came to our school. When he got wind of the news, he dashed out of the classroom. Failing to see her, he cried for one whole week.

My insecurity caused me to quarrel with him often. In those 3 years and 8 months, I wasn't a great girlfriend. After his NS, he got together with a girl of mixed blood at his university's Orientation camp.

I played pool with a uni mate a few times. One night over ICQ, he teased me for a kiss. My impression of him dropped like hot cakes. Did I look like I was lelong-ing myself? Later, a girl pal told me that he was dating several girls at the same time.

I had a very good friend. Whenever I was in Singapore, he would accompany me to play pool till wee hours. We talked about Dharma, life, and we attended Buddhism and ballroom dancing classes together. I had never met a person who understood me and took care of me so well.

But among our endless conversations of everything and anything, he always told me how he still loved a girl from his school. He couldn't forget her.

Again, I lost to someone who lived in the memory of the guy I liked.

This one-sided love of mine burned for two years. It was very, very, very excruciating. I almost didn't make it out alive.

In my second relationship, the boyfriend would always tell me about a pretty girl whom he pursued for half a year, but failed to win her heart. He told me firmly that if he had the chance, he wanted to ask her why she did not choose him.

The abusive beating at home did not stop even after I grew up.

Later on, when I wanted to become Shifu's disciple, he turned me down flat because he didn't think I had good morals and values. He was blunt, "You are not the person I am looking for."

That night, I cried painfully hard. Suddenly, I felt like I was the kid from my childhood whom nobody wanted.

800 years ago, Emperor Huizong of Song Dynasty wrote in an imperial decree "雨過天青雲破處". It was this that inspired Vincent Fang (方文山) to write the lyrics 『天青色等煙雨，而我在等你』in Jay Chou's song 青花瓷 (Blue and white porcelain).

Vincent Fang said, the most powerless kind of helplessness in love was waiting.

The sky green colour had to wait for the rain, which it had no idea when it would arrive. After the rain stopped, the thick clouds dissipated, in the clear skies, the sky green colour would then be able to appear. This was just like how he could only passively and quietly wait, for his lady whom he had no idea when she would appear.

Gradually, I started thinking that in this lifetime, I would not be able to wait for that person to appear. Perhaps Yue Lao (the elderly celestial under the moon) did not tie the red string on me.

After many years of learning the Dharma, one day, I suddenly came to the realisation that nothing is a must to own.

Secular love is a black hole of desires. That is why romantic shows are evergreen.

On 21 February 2015, the 3rd day of the Lunar New Year, my Root Guru Living Buddha Lian-Sheng spoke in an interview with the Taiwan CTI Television Inc.: https://youtu.be/EPDxwSt6a5I （timestamp 12:08）

"My personal take on love is this. Since I love her, I will want her to be blissful, and not to possess her. Such love isn't possession. Actually love isn't possession. If love is possession, that belongs to desire. If love isn't desire, I will wish her well. Although I love her, she doesn't love me, but loves another person, so I will give her my best wishes. If loving another person brings her more happiness, I will wish her well. Such love isn't possessive love. If it is possessive love, there will surely be pain."

Then I realised, the one that I had been waiting all along for is myself. Waiting for my wisdom to develop, waiting for my heart to be more open, so that I would not place my happiness in the hands of another person, and let the person decide for me when I should be happy, for how long I can stay happy...

My destiny is in my hands. How it pans out is up to me to say.

I gently picked up a serviette from the table and passed it to my lady client. In a mush of mucus and tears, she thanked me.

Borrowing an old joke from Shifu, I gently told her, "Don't cry. Singapore lacks water. If you want to cry, you should cry at a nearby reservoir. This way, we don't have to see the colours of Malaysia in order to get more water."

She broke into a smile among her tears.

I continued, "After looking at your Bazi, and now that I have seen you in person, I advise you to be more honest with me, or else I will not be able to help you. You have all along been a mistress to other men, and you dare to come crying to me that no man wanted to marry you? Didn't you also stole some money from them? The way I see you, you obviously have a money grubber face."

My advice to all swordsmen: If you wish to use your tears as a weapon in front of me, think thrice. Because if you are a hypocrite, I will definitely rip your mask apart.

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1 - Blinding Lights - The Weeknd
2 - Circles - Post Malone
3 - The Box - Roddy Ricch
4 - Don't Start Now - Dua Lipa
5 - Rockstar - DaBaby ft.Roddy Ricch
6 - Adore You - Harry Styles
7 - Life Is Good - Future ft.Drake
8 - Memories - Maroon 5
9 - The Bones - Maren Morris
10 - Someone You Loved - Lewis Capaldi
11 - Say So - Doja Cat
12 - I Hope - Gabby Barrett ft.Charlie Puth
13 - Whats Poppin - Jack Harlow ft.DaBaby,Tory Lanez,Lil Wayne
14 - Dance Monkey - Tones and I
15 - Savage - Megan Thee Stallion ft.Beyoncé
16 - Roxanne - Arizona Zervas
17 - Intentions - Justin Bieber ft.Quavo
18 - Everything I Wanted - Billie Eilish
19 - Roses (Imanbek Remix) - Saint Jhn
20 - Watermelon Sugar - Harry Styles
21 - Before You Go - Lewis Capaldi
22 - Falling - Trevor Daniel
23 - 10,000 Hours - Dan + Shay,Justin Bieber
24 - WAP - Cardi B ft.Megan Thee Stallion
25 - Ballin' - Mustard ft.Roddy Ricch
26 - Hot Girl Bummer - Blackbear
27 - Blueberry Faygo - Lil Mosey
28 - Heartless - The Weeknd
29 - Bop - DaBaby
30 - Lose You to Love Me - Selena Gomez
31 - Good as Hell - Lizzo
32 - Toosie Slide - Drake
33 - Break My Heart - Dua Lipa
34 - Chasin' You - Morgan Wallen
35 - Savage Love (Laxed – Siren Beat) - Jawsh 685,Jason Derulo
36 - No Guidance - Chris Brown ft.Drake
37 - My Oh My - Camila Cabello ft.DaBaby
38 - Dynamite - BTS
39 - Go Crazy - Chris Brown,Young Thug
40 - High Fashion - Roddy Ricch ft.Mustard
41 - Laugh Now Cry Later - Drake ft.Lil Durk
42 - Woah - Lil Baby
43 - Death Bed - Powfu ft.Beabadoobee
44 - Señorita - Shawn Mendes,Camila Cabello
45 - Highest in the Room - Travis Scott
46 - Bad Guy - Billie Eilish
47 - Mood - 24kGoldn ft.Iann Dior
48 - Rain on Me - Lady Gaga,Ariana Grande
49 - For the Night - Pop Smoke ft.Lil Baby,DaBaby
50 - Ritmo(Bad Boys for Life) - Black Eyed Peas,J Balvin
51 - Heart on Ice - Rod Wave
52 - Nobody but You - Blake Shelton,Gwen Stefani
53 - Trampoline - Shaed
54 - Come & Go - Juice Wrld,Marshmello
55 - Truth Hurts - Lizzo
56 - If the World Was Ending - JP Saxe ft.Julia Michaels
57 - We Paid - Lil Baby,42 Dugg
58 - Yummy - Justin Bieber
59 - One Man Band - Old Dominion
60 - Got What I Got - Jason Aldean
61 - Sunday Best - Surfaces
62 - Godzilla - Eminem ft.Juice Wrld
63 - Bandit - Juice Wrld,YoungBoy Never Broke Again
64 - Party Girl - StaySolidRocky
65 - Die from a Broken Heart - Maddie & Tae
66 - Popstar - DJ Khaled ft.Drake
67 - All I Want for Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey
68 - One of Them Girls - Lee Brice
69 - Hard to Forget - Sam Hunt
70 - One Margarita - Luke Bryan
71 - Panini - Lil Nas X
72 - Hot - Young Thug ft.Gunna
73 - I Hope You're Happy Now - Carly Pearce,Lee Brice
74 - Emotionally Scarred - Lil Baby
75 - Suicidal - YNW Melly ft.Juice Wrld
76 - The Bigger Picture - Lil Baby
77 - Only Human - Jonas Brothers
78 - The Woo - Pop Smoke ft.50 Cent,Roddy Ricch
79 - Sum 2 Prove - Lil Baby
80 - Stuck with U - Ariana Grande,Justin Bieber
81 - Mood Swings - Pop Smoke ft.Lil Tjay
82 - You Should Be Sad - Halsey
83 - Dior - Pop Smoke
84 - Supalonely - Benee ft.Gus Dapperton
85 - Even Though I'm Leaving - Luke Combs
86 - The Scotts - The Scotts,Travis Scott,and Kid Cudi
87 - Juicy - Doja Cat,Tyga
88 - Be Like That - Kane Brown ft.Swae Lee,Khalid
89 - Homesick - Kane Brown
90 - Rags2Riches - Rod Wave ft.ATR Son Son
91 - Bluebird - Miranda Lambert
92 - Wishing Well - Juice Wrld
93 - Does to Me - Luke Combs ft.Eric Church
94 - Pussy Fairy (OTW) - Jhené Aiko
95 - ILY (I Love You Baby) - Surf Mesa ft.Emilee
96 - More Than My Hometown - Morgan Wallen
97 - Lovin' on You - Luke Combs
98 - Said Sum - Moneybagg Yo
99 - Slide - H.E.R. ft.YG
100 - Walk Em Down - NLE Choppa ft.Roddy Ricch

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詞：李杰明 W.M.L
曲：李杰明 W.M.L & 陶山 Skot Suyama
編制：陶山 Skot Suyama
導演：Michael Li

I Need You

I need you here
Always near my dear

最愛的人容易變最恨的
The person I love easily becomes the person I hate
最愛的人無理取鬧怎麼變最笨的
How come I always become unreasonable in front of my loved one?
氣憤的 疑問著
Feeling angry and questioning myself
我剩了 最後的耐性 脾氣太硬
I'm too stubborn with very low patience
怎麼冷眼瞪著 卻說自己在整頓呢？悔恨著！
I know I'm fighting her but then I lied, said I'm trying, regret
我想保護 我最愛的人
I want to protect her from myself
可我卻扭曲她的好處 變最爛的人
But I'm always twisting her kindness and making her the enemy
犯罪的人 也曾經想誠心的澄清
Sinner all at once, I want to confess and be good
結果是藉口在騙我自己
But it's all excuses just so I can lie to myself
別面對自己的不安全感控制慾
I don't have to face my insecurity that turns into control

I need you here
Always near my dear

我出生 在這個世界
My mom left right after my birth
我用著哭聲 脆弱的向我生母致謝
I use my fragile crying and say thank you for giving birth to me
她是第一也是唯一必須用依賴的心態
She is the first and the only person I was supposed to rely on
我親愛的心脈 也是一切兵敗的侵害！
But even blood can't make her stay
她走了 順便摧毀我第一次信任
She left, destroying my first trust
成了心中不信任的定論 沒印證的氣憤
I learn to never trust again, but then the anger grows in me
心中的矛盾？逃避？饒了我吧！
So many voices in my head always
所有的聲音都別再議論！別記恨
Please give me a break, don't hate her
快點撕開心房嘗試再信任
Try to trust again
我信任我爸
I trust my Dad
我不想長大 總是找話題想找他講話
I don't want to grow up always finding excuses to be with him
是一種牽掛
Relying on him
但可惜瞞不過隱藏的變化
Because in life, everything changes
我走到九歲 我守候的一切是否像酒後的一夜 都不見了？
When I was 9, our 2 person team broke up again
你親那人是你新的心上人
He fell in love with a girl
稱呼母親的對象請在我心中先換人
And she become the person I have to call Mom
我只是嫉妒她要與我分享你的愛
I'm jealous that she gets to share your love with me
我知道你還是愛我
I know you still love me
我只是難過我用的詞是“還是”
I'm just sad that the word I use is ''still''

I need you here
Always near my dear

恨她？愛她？誠實的感受在哪？
Hate? Love? What are my real feelings?
剩下 掙扎 心中的路也已分岔
Left me struggle, my heart has different voices
別信任 一個病人 我心中有太多疑問
Can't trust myself, I'm sick, I have so many doubt
這信任 已經冰冷 我是我唯一的親人
Trust turned cold, I am the only person I can love

我只要信任誰 那個誰就離開
Whenever I trust someone, that person leaves
我只要記恨誰 那個誰就存在
When ever I hate someone, that person stays
我無法控制 我的控制慾
I can't control my feeling of controlling my lover
很諷刺的 我重視的是 擔心內心安全
But ironically I end up pushing her away to secure myself
我卻貪心得到愛
I'm greedy for love
我無法專心割掉心脈
Cant cut the desire for Mom
貪心所以期待
Still greedy, still hoping
一再被愛影響心態
Never in the right mind
關心都變奇怪
Even my caring is twisted
我其實一直信著愛能讓以前的傷不再是遺憾
I actually still believe that one day love can heal my wound
但或許愛是一種絕症 而我早已罹患！
But maybe love is cancer and I already have it

MULAN - REFLECTION COVER BY TINA HU


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Mulan "Reflection"

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play my part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I am
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?