I had been searching n thinking of a meaningful quote to be paired with these pictures. You know, maybe some "new me", or "im determined" kind of quotes that could match with this series of pics? Lol. But after all, i couldnt convince myself to pick any as i noticed that I'm not so motivational(?) Or maybe just because I do not have the intention to create random positive vibes to people, to make myself feel like im ready to overcome all obstacles in life. In fact, im not.. Im still the old me, maybe transformed a lil, but will never be a different person because nobody could do that. Who we are today, are truly sculpted by what we experienced in our lives. So why abandon the original you? Instead, learn from it, live with it, and embrace it. Am i ready to overcome all obstacles? No.. the fact is, i dont even have an idea of what kind of obstacles i will encounter in 2020. I dont have a vision, i dont have a plan, i dont have a preferred destination, i dont even know if im strong enough yet to go through anything. But what i know is that, i have to.. I might be slow, but steady? Weak, but at least its still pounding? Directionless, but just keep moving? Many may be worried for me, many may said "Do this, its gonna be good!" "Try that, many has succeeded and you can too!" "Nonono, thats not the way, you gotta dream big!" But to the very true me. Lol. Im sorry. Im not so ambitious. And all i want in life, is stated on my name. Yes, i just want to be Jolly. Isit cliche? Lol hopefully its not, cuz i dont like to be majority. But yea.. ever since many many years ago when i gave myself this name, i knew thats what i truly want in my life. No matter what i do, what i experience or what i have to go through. BE JOLLY, thats all i want. I cant promise you that i can always be like this, or maybe next year, i will be posting things like "nobody should underestimate me!!" Lol or u might be checking on me and gossip with friends "Ahhaa, be jolly la? Now live like nobody. Daisei!" Hahah i donno, u know there are possibilities right. But after all, what i wanna say is.. Everyone is different, and its totally fine to be urself, even the weakest you. ❤
Remember, you love you.
