「地獄空」攝影集即將在八月中元節前出版,由知名設計師與攝影家黃子欽設計,內附在下二位高徒精美繪製符咒、心經版畫書籤、愣嚴咒牌、尊勝咒語...等,感恩十方大德助印,希望疫情退散,平安喜樂,後記如下:
野放台灣五十餘年,貪狼獨坐,三方四正殺破狼格局,少年多舛,白手起家,隨展覽雲遊四海,如閒雲野鶴常持各類底片機流連廢墟、山川、宮廟忘返,遂設幻影堂自詡堂主,一日三省「凡所有相皆是虛妄」,常宅於暗房沖片放大通宵、鍾情黑白世界之單純,彩色照片俗世繽紛花俏做作甜美甚至比現實更現實故少拍也。知天命之年有餘,了悟人生一瞬、眨眼即逝,雖非仙人,亦無道骨,初聞離垢地生清淨心,但離華嚴「不動地」尚遠,待修持也。
2017年盛暑拍畢《巨神連線》,心律不整差點心肌梗塞向閻羅王報到,意識死神隨伺在側,人生苦短,如何了生脫死、盡斷煩惱、無所罣礙、遠離顛倒……總不得解,蒙釋迦摩尼佛開示飆淚三晝夜,聞佛法數載始知自我渺如塵埃,甚感慚愧。閒暇乃參訪名寺古剎,禮敬焚香佛陀菩薩羅漢諸神天仙王爺媽娘,台灣宮廟千奇百怪、宗派錯綜複雜(佛教、道教、一貫道、天主教、基督教、齋教、回教&大同教、儒教鑾堂、天帝教&天德教、慈惠堂&勝安宮、軒轅教、道院、理教、萬國道德會、會靈山……)、神棍橫行(依人不依法、偶像崇拜、斂財、邪淫),因歷史變遷、社會動盪、政治鬥爭、意識形態等因素導致佛道混雜,但地獄造景稀少,後專注拍攝各殿閻王、判官、陰司、獄卒、七爺、八爺乃至一切罪人,各寺造景巧妙、耐人尋味,意境乖張溢於言表,造型扭曲非常人所能塑也,然匠心獨運、自成一格,專研西方藝術數十載方知真誠樸拙最美,絲毫不輸喬托(Giotto di Bondone,1267~1337)乃至米開朗基羅(Michelangelo Di lodovico Buonarroti Simoni 1475 ~ 1564)矣。
創立於1986年的石門金剛宮風景優美可眺望北濱,雖主祀四面佛,儒釋道眾神尊也不含糊,可過七星橋解厄、繞行五百黝黑羅漢敲鑼印心、跪拜亞洲最大臥佛涅槃像,安太歲自不在話下,甲子太歲爺雙眼長出手掌印象甚深,1994年經閻羅王指示廟公建造一條肚內設極樂世界及陰曹地府之神龍,行走暗黑通道觸動感應機關,只見面容猙獰受刑者呼天搶地喊冤、身邊盡是血肉糢糊殘肢敗屍腦漿塗地,十殿閻羅各司其職、威儀攝人。新北市林口區青嶺湖北文紫祥宮包公廟則以壁面彩塑地獄浮雕獨步全台,粉嫩色彩搭配卡漫風格,尤為造型簡直恐怖到可愛透頂,該廟主祀森羅殿閻羅天子包拯(包青天),陽世冤屈者可至此參拜祭解,求破懸案者眾,逢中元普渡皆以紙紮船渡亡魂至彼岸,全台唯一閻羅天子巨像籌備中,四周環繞墓地,適合修不淨觀也。台灣首尊彰化八卦山大佛旁南天宮(1971)地府則是首座電動地府,規模精小但驚嚇度破表,略顯破敗但五光十色仍蠻凶悍,出自已故台南大道長金登富之作,而電動神明起始可追溯至1960年代北港朝天宮。倒是嘉義水上鄉白人牙膏觀光工廠「戴相府」、「將軍府」設置十殿地府出乎意料之外,乾淨亮麗、ㄧ殿ㄧ間、簡單樸實。由高雄蓮潭龍虎塔龍口入內可見全臺唯一交趾陶地獄牆面,尊尊栩栩如生,續入龍身乃進聞聲救苦白衣觀音大士三十三化身浮雕隧道,造型設色甚為古錐。高雄大岡山超峰寺入口處「西方三聖蓮池海會」(阿彌陀佛、觀世音菩薩、大勢至菩薩巨像)旁設靜態十殿閻羅(1970年代初),雖略為陳舊然韻味猶存,續往上行可抵「證菩提道-釋迦如來應化事迹」雕塑園區,一攬世尊畢生精華。如來年邁時,琉璃國王為報長期被釋迦族輕蔑之傲慢心,世尊雖三次單獨伽跌坐 阻擋大軍進攻之路,但因緣果報無法逆轉,昔日婢女所生王子瞋恨無以復加,還是滅了祖國。自持神通第一目犍連不忍無辜百姓慘遭屠殺,遂以缽盛救度五百族人,最終卻化為血水,佛言神通廣大仍不敵千百劫業力,因緣果報屢試不爽。其母死後墜入餓鬼道飢餓難耐,目犍連遂展神通救渡,但所食尚未入口皆化為赤火,佛陀囑咐農曆七月十五日僧眾解安居自恣日,於盆中設甘露美食供養十方僧眾,因此超度亡母。後世「盂蘭盆法會」乃至「水懺法會」、「瑜珈焰口法會 」皆為消業障、斷塵垢之超渡儀軌,既渡亡魂也自懺悔。
台南麻豆代天府規模宏大、造型豔麗,不但可遊十八層地獄尚可逛天堂(1979年興建,1983年開放),燈光絢爛、聲響駭人,獨自漫步宛如觀落陰、地獄走一回。先過「心頭山」、入「清心池」、進「陰陽界」、抵「交簿廳」、達「鬼門關」、遊「補經所」、探「枉死城」、行「奈何橋」,至ㄧ殿泰廣王照「孽鏡台」現造惡原形,睹抱柱、火床等小地獄。二殿楚江王開「陰查簿 」判案定奪,觀糞尿泥、餓鬼、舞池、寒冰、膿血、鞭韃、舌犁、劍葉、戟腹拋接、砧截……等小地獄。三殿宋帝王刑罰為倒吊、銅鐵刮臉、挖眼、搗樁、倒烤、吸血、穿肋、抽筋、蛆蛀等小地獄……兼遊「四生(胎、卵、濕、化)回魂府」。四殿五官王掌管腰斬、拔舌、沸湯、刺嘴、剝皮、箭樹、車崩、射眼……等十六小地獄。隨五殿森羅王豋「望鄉臺」回眸親人最終眼後觀擊膝、誅心、刀山、飛刀火石……小地獄。六殿卞城王別稱「大叫喚大地獄」,轄火牛、虎啖、噬腎、鉗嘴含鍼、釘喉、磨摧、砍頭……等小地獄。七殿泰山王為「熱惱大地獄」,窺烙手指、抽腸、頂石蹲身、油釜滾烹、割舌穿腮……等十六小地獄。八殿都市王掌管「大熱惱大地獄」兼火狗、鐵汁、鐵蛇、鋸劈斷肢、釘板、灸脊、鐵丸、磅秤……等小地獄。九殿平等王直轄十八層「阿鼻大地獄」,直透地心、內中陰森、不見五指、滿溢地漿,皆為極犯,另轄紫赤毒蛇鑽孔、夾頂、鐵鴉、針雨、蜂蠍……等小地獄。至十殿輪轉王上「觀生臺」、「轉劫所八司」(查驗司 、稽善司 、考過司 、恩怨司 、壽命司 、支配司、掌劫司 、授生司)後至「孟婆亭」飲「醧忘湯」忘盡前塵往事,依前世功德過金、銀、玉、石、木、竹六種橋樑至「轉輪臺(紫河車)」入六道輪迴轉生投胎。據《十八泥犁經》記載,人過世後七七四十九天為「中陰生」,經閻羅王審判善惡業力判定去留或懲罰百千萬劫,犯五逆重罪則墮入「無間地獄(阿鼻地獄)」永劫不復。地藏王乃幽冥教主,統轄十殿閻羅,逢三曹普渡便在各殿設「講道所」超度尚存善根之鬼魂。
人類居於五趣(阿修羅、人、傍生、餓鬼、地獄)雜居地五濁惡世之堪忍世界,犯十惡業(殺生、偷盜、邪淫、妄語、兩舌、惡口、綺語、貪慾、嗔恚、愚痴)者必墮三趣惡道。如何出「三界」(欲界、色界、無色界)二十八天?凡人無此意識,別說能破「十二因緣」(無明、行、識、名色、六入、觸、受、愛、取、有、生、老死)還滅門,更別想斷除「四聖諦」(苦、集、滅、道)集地八十一品見惑與八十八使思惑(五利使-身見、邊見、邪見、見取見、戒禁取見、五鈍使-貪、瞋、癡、慢、疑),了悟「五蘊」(色、受、想、行、識)本空、「十二入」(眼、耳、鼻、舌、意、色、聲、香、味、觸、法)空、「十八界」空,破俱生我執與分別我執、法執甚至空執,生十一處「善心所」(信、精進、慚、愧、無貪、無瞋、無痴、輕安、不放逸、行捨、不害),降二十六處「惡心所」(貪、瞋、癡、慢、疑、惡見、忿、恨、覆、惱、嫉、慳、誑、諂、害、憍、無慚、無愧、掉舉、惛沉、不信、懈怠、放逸、失念、散亂、不正知),須知善根斷盡則陷永劫輪迴、無垠轉世之苦。
地獄可能空滅嗎?若地獄空乏人間多鬼怪,地獄淨空世間何嘗非淨土?若能證空性何處現地獄?
地獄曠古來便廣泛流傳各部族間,老死生滅為自然運行之基礎、宇宙意識之核心,然今文明昌盛如咱城邦並非慾望消弭之所,惡性所及實無可根除,礙於憲法國家法律社會軍隊企業公司學校家庭團體之層層束縛不亞於十八層,乃遁於壓抑、束己情懷,暗埋心底、日久貪嗔痴慢疑怨噌會疊穢。而六塵未熄,心多妄念,妖魔鬼怪魑魅魍魎孤魂閃靈出沒於荒郊乃至人間,會靈於曠野密林以增性靈乃出世高人修煉之舉,我等凡人擅闖宛如迪士尼般之人造地獄,三魂七魄尚不足以出竅,驚邪恐怖淒厲猙獰倒滿足了自以為是的慚愧,豈不謬哉?
病毒肆虐年半有餘,全球確診者逼近一億八千萬,枉死者近四百萬,堪比戰爭規模,望眾生發慈悲心、令往生者安息、善待其他物種、平等有情眾生。地獄本空,唯妄念生起一切羨慕嫉妒恨而地獄現前。盡以此書作為世界新冷戰獨裁者、超限戰者、暗網駭客、陰險狡猾冷嘲熱諷落井下石者之良知備忘錄矣。
姚瑞中寫於2021年端午節
Postscript
I have been living recklessly in Taiwan for more than fifty years. According to Zi Wei Dou Shu (Purple Star Astrology), Tan Lang is the sole star in my house of Self. This star, which represents xxx, forms an equilateral triangle with that star Qi Sha and Po Jun on the square chart and constitutes a Sha Po Lang pattern. The pattern indicates a kind of turbulence and change, a life of wandering with ups and downs and it tells a lot about my life. After my ill-fated youth, I started from scratch and traveled around the world with exhibitions that I participated. Like a flaneur, I wandered around ruins, nature, and temples with every type of film camera obliviously. Thus, I founded the Hall of Illusion and claimed to be the master of the hall. Several times a day, I pondered a quote from the Diamond Sutra, “Everything with form is unreal.” In addition, I usually stayed in the darkroom developing film and enlarging those negatives overnight. However, I treasured the simplicity of the black and white world. The earthly, gaudy, garish, phony and pleasing qualities within colored photos make the images even more realistic than the real world. It is not my cup of tea, so I seldom took colored photos. In Confucian thought, the age of fifty marks the stage knowing the mandate of Heaven. I am now at my fifties and realize how ephemeral human life is. However, I am not an immortal, nor having sagelike characteristics. I just learned that the stage of stainless (the second bhūmi) and develop a pure mind that is free from doubt and defilement. However, I’m still far from the immovable state and need to practice.
In the summer of 2017, after filming the work Incarnation, I experienced a severe heart rhythm problem which almost triggered myocardial infarction and could have killed me. Consequently, I realized that death was waiting for me and the life is too short to figure out how I can liberate myself from the cycle of Birth and Death. I couldn’t comprehend how to be free from all afflictions and worries and how to avoid delusive ideas. I wept for three days and nights after being enlightened by Shakyamuni Buddha. Up to the moment, I felt ashamed that I failed to realize that the self is as insignificant as dust after these years learning and practicing Buddhism. Since then, I have visited famous temples and monasteries in my spare time, worshiping Buddha, Bodhisattvas, arhats, and all the deities and immortals. Taiwan’s temples are myriad with a enormous number of sects, including Buddhism, Taoism, Yiguandao, Catholicism, Christianity, Chinese religions of fasting, Islam& Baháʼí Faith, Confucianism, Tiandiism& Tian-De Teachings, Xiwangmu cult, Yellow Emperor Sect, Precosmic Salvationism, Liism, World Wide Ethical Society, séance cult, etc. Some people even claim that they can mediate communication between the deities or spirits of the dead with human beings, having their believer rely on themselves instead of the orthodox dharma or dogma and pay excessive respect and admiration for the mediums or objects, accumulating wealth through such an unfair means or even harassing their believer sexually. Due to Taiwan’s historical changes, social turbulence, political struggles, and ideological issues, Buddhism and Taoism are somehow mixed. However, there are few emphases on the concept of the hell. As I took photographs of Yama of each court, judges, wardens of the underworld, jailers, General Fan and Hsieh (the ghost escorts) and all sinners, I found few temples cleverly created hellish scenes that are intriguing, exaggerating, and extraordinary. However, the creations are unparalleled unique. I have been studying Western arts for decades and then I came to realize that simplicity makes the most beautiful works of art. These hellish scenes can even compete with works of Giotto di Bondone (1267-1337) and Michelangelo Di lodovico Buonarroti Simoni (1475-1564).
Jingang Temple Shimen District, founded in 1986, overlooks the beautiful North shore. Although the temple is mainly dedicated to Phra Phrom (the Thai representation of Mahabrahma), spirits of Confucianism, Buddhism, and Taoism can also be founded in the temple. The worshipper can go cross the Seven Star bridge to relieve bad luck, walk along the five hundred arhat statues and knock on the gong to affirm one’s Buddha nature. Furthermore, the worshipper can also prostrate themself before Asia’s largest statue of Buddha in Nirvana (the Reclining Buddha statue) and pacify the Taoist Tai Sui deity of the year. I was impressed by the Jia-Zi Tai Sui General that a pair of palms grow out of his eyes. In 1994, the biō-kong (the person taking charge of the temporal affairs of a temple) received a divine inspiration from Yama (the King of Hell) that he had to build a sacred hall in the shape of a divine dragon, with the interior designed according to the World of Ultimate Bliss and the Underworld. When the visitor walks in the dark hallway, they will see the tortured people (dioramas, of course) scrunching their faces and crying bitterly and loudly in excessive grief as the visitor triggers the mechanism. One will even find them in the midst of flesh, body liquid and blood, mutilated limbs, and rotten corpses. While each of the ten Yamas are focusing on their own duties, showing their sacred dignity that collect visitors’ attention. The Baogong Temple in Linkou District, New Taipei City exclusively features colorful depiction of hellish scenes in relief in Taiwan. With its pastel shades and cartoon-like style, the relief is both grotesque and adorable at the same time. This temple is dedicated to Bao Zhen (also known as Justice Bao) representing the incarnation of Yama. Living people who have been treated unjustly can come worshipping Bao Gong and receive exorcism. Therefore, many people come here for seeking to solve unsolved cases. In Zhongyuan Festival (the ghost festival), the temple will burn the Zhizha (paper craft) boat to ferry the ghosts to the other shore, which is the shore of enlightenment. The only giant statue of Yama in Taiwan is still in the making. The temple is surrounded by a cemetery, suitable for meditating on the loathsomeness and impurity. Nantian Temple (1971), located next to the Eight Trigram Mountains Buddha in Changhua, features the first animatronic underworld. Despite the small size, the animatronic underworld is intensely shocking. Though it’s slightly worn, the colorful dioramas are still brutally ferocious. The creator was the late venerable Dao Zhang (Taoist priest) Jing Deng-fu while the origin of animatronic deities can be traced back to the 1960s Beigang Chaotian Temple. On the contrary, the Whiteman Toothpaste Tourism Factory in Shuishang Township, Chiayi, features ten Yamas with individual booth. The place is unexpectedly clean and polished yet keeps a simple and modest tone. Then, the Dragon Pagoda of the Dragon and Tiger Pagodas at Lotus Lake in Zuoying, Kaohsiung, holds the only relief of hellish scenes made of Kochin ceramic. All the figures are vivid and life-like. If one goes further into the pagoda, they will see a relief tunnel of the thirty-three incarnations of the white-robed form of Guanyin (Avalokiteśvara) on a white lotus, with a lovely and interesting design. Another Hall of Yama is built in the 1970s next to the entrance of Dagangshan Chaofeng Temple, located in the Alian District of Kaohsiung. Visitors will also see three statues of the Three Holy Ones of the Western Pureland (Amitābha, Avalokiteśvara, Mahāsthāmaprāpta) which assemble at a lotus pond. Although the hellish scene looks somewhat antiquated, you may still find its previous charm. If one goes further, they will reach the sculptural garden of “Attaining the Bodhi Way: the Incarnation of Sakyamuni Buddha,” where the visitor can see the essence of Bhagavato’s (meaning the Blessed one, one of the common epithets for Buddha) life. When Tathāgata (another epithet for Buddha) was old, the king of Kosala wanted to avenge the arrogance of the tribe of Shakyas who had long despised him, regarding him as a son of a maiden. Although Buddha has sat in lotus position alone three times to stop the army from attacking his tribe. However, one can never reverse the cause and following karma. The prince born of a maiden was so furious that he eventually destroyed his homeland. Maudgalyāyana (one of the Buddha’s closest disciples), who is said to have had supernatural abilities that surpassed the other disciples, could not bear to see the slaughter of innocent people. Thus, he saved five hundred people of his tribe with a pātra (an eating utensil of Buddhist monks). Unfortunately, everything he did was in vain, those who were saved eventually turned into a puddle of blood. The Buddha said that the supernatural abilities cannot surpass the power of karma. The cause and effect work all the time. When Maudgalyāyana’s mother fell into the path of hungry ghost, he used his supernatural abilities to save his mother from hunger. However, all the food turned into fire before being fed to his mother. Later, the Buddha commanded the monks to put nectar and dishes in a basin on the 15th day of the seventh month in the lunar calendar for the monks from all directions to free his mother from reincarnation. In later times, the Ullambana Dharma Service, the Compassionate Samadhi Water Repentance, and the Yoga Collection for Feeding the Searing Mouths Dharma Service are rituals to eliminate karmic hindrance and to cease to worldly delusions. Through such practices, one can free the dead as well as confess their repentance.
Madou Daitian Temple is a magnificent and colorful temple in Tainan. Not only can the worshippers visit the eighteen levels of Hell but also the Heaven (it was built in 1979 and inaugurated in 1983) here. The lighting and sound effects are stunning and frightening. When walking alone in the space, one may feel like taking a Guan Luo Yin trip (a Taoist necromancy which leads people’s spirits to hell and communicate with the dead ones) to visit the underworld prison. Before arriving the first court of the underworld, the visitor will walk through the Mountain of Heart Summit, the Pure Heart Pond, the Frontier between the Living and the Dead Realms, the Soul Registry Hall, the Portico of Demons, the Center for Complementary Teaching of Canonical Books, the Citadel of Premature Death, and the Bridge of Vanity. When one arrives at the first court, they will see King Chin-guang, who is in charge of the court, using the Mirror of Retribution to show the earthly form of evil creatures and also witness the sub-hell of Pillar-Holding and Fire Bed, etc. At the second court, King Chu-jiang collates the register of sins the souls of the dead have committed to impose the punishments. Here, you will see the sub-hell of Excrement and Urine, Hungry Ghost, Burning Dance Floor, Ice, Pus and Blood, Whipping, Tongue-Raking, Sword Blade, Stomach-Piercing, Chopping, etc. Next, the dead at the third court, ruled by King Song-di, will receive the punishments including inversion tortures, face-skinning with steel and copper knife, eye-wrenching, pounding, blood-sucking, rib-piercing, roasting, tendon-taking, being eaten by maggots. The visitor can pay a visit to the Palace of Soul-Resuscitation for the Four Forms of Creatures (birth from an egg, birth from a womb, birth from moisture, and birth by transformation). King Wu-guan is in charge of the fourth court. There are sixteen sub-hells at the fourth court including Waist Chop, Tongue Removal, Boiling Pond, Mouth-stabbing, Skin-peeling, Sword Tree, Burning Wheels and Cart, Eye-shooting, etc. Next, at the fifth court, sinful souls are allowed to ascend the Tower of Hometown-Viewing to take a final look of their family. The visitor will witness sub-hells of Knee-striking, Heart-slicing, Blade Mountain, Flying Swords and Burning Stones, etc. The King of Bian City takes charge of the sixth court, which is also known as the “Great Hell of Screaming,” with sub-hells including Fire Cattle, Tiger-Biting, Kidney-Eating, Mouth-Poking, Throat-Nailing, Iron Mill, Decapitation, etc. The King of Tai-shan is in charge of the seventh court, the “Great Hell of Heat and Fire.” The sixteen sub-hells at this court include Finger-Searing, Bowel-Hauling, Stone-Bearing, Boiling Oil, Tongue-Removal and Cheek-Piercing, etc. Next, the King Du-shi is in charge of the eighth court, the “Great Hell of Intense Fire and Heat,” and the sub-hells including Fire Dogs, Molten Iron, Iron Snakes, Dismemberment, Steel Spikes, Burning-Marrow, Iron Ball, Scale, etc. The ninth court is ruled by the King Ping-deng. It is known as the biggest court, Avici Hell (the Hell of Incessant Suffering), which if the lowest level of the hell realm and the interior is gloomily and terrifyingly dark. Those who committed the most serious evil deed will be sent to the Avici Hell. Sub-hells such as Poisonous Snake, Brain-Removal, Crow-Gnawing, Raining Needles, Wasps and Scorpions are included at this court. After arriving the tenth court, ruled by the Great King of the Reincarnation Palace, one can visit the “Observatory of Life on earth” and the “eight bureaus of the Reincarnation Palace” (including the Bureau of Judicial Control, the Bureau of Good-Actions, the Bureau of Bad-Actions, the Bureau of Debts, Gratitude, and Vengeance, the Bureau of Longevity and Destiny, the Bureau of Familial Ties, the Bureau of the Reincarnated, and the Bureau of Birth). The sinful one will be sent to the Pavilion of Mengpo and made to drink the Soup of Forgetfulness to forget all past affairs. According to the sinful one’s merits of previous life, they will go across one of the six bridges (gold, silver, jade, stone, wood, bamboo) to the “Reincarnation-Wheel (Wheel on the Crimson River).” Finally, one is able to reborn in the six realms. According to the Aṣṭadaśa nāraka sutra ( the Eighteen Hells Sutra), after one passes away, they will enter an intermediate and transitional state between death and rebirth, known as antarābhava in Sanskrit, for forty-nine days. The being will be evaluated by Yama, who will decide if one should get reborn or get punished at the hell. Those who committed the Five Grave Offenses (killing one’s father, killing one’s mother, killing an Arhat, shedding the blood of a Buddha, and creating a schism within the community of Buddhist monks and nun who practice for attaining enlightenment.) will be sent to the Avici Hell and stay there eternally. Kṣitigarbha is the Lord of the Nether World, ruling the ten court of Hell. The lord will set up the “Hall of Teaching” at each court to salvage those sinful ones who still obtain few merits at the offering rituals.
Human beings live the Sahā world (sahāloka in Sanskrit, meaning “endurance of suffering,” a concept of mundane world in Mahāyāna Buddhism) where they share with other reincarnations (including beings of the hells, of the preta, and of malevolent nature spirits) with five turbidities (the Kalpa turbidity, the view turbidity, the affliction turbidity, the living beings turbidity, and the life turbidity). Those who commit the ten evil deeds (killing, stealing, adultery, lying, using immoral language, slandering, equivocating, coveting, anger, and false views) must fall into the three evil paths (animals, preta, and hell). However, how can one escape from the three realms/ twenty-eight heavens (including the six heavens of the desire realm, the eighteen heavens of the form realm, and the four heavens of the formless realm)? Worldly people who don’t have such an awareness cannot leave the cycle of the twelve nidanas (meaning causes or motivations), let alone eliminate the eighty-one afflictions (that have been produced due to misunderstanding regarding reality) and the eighty-eight illusions (including five afflictions of advanced practitioners, also known as five views: view of self, extreme view, evil view, view of attachment to views, and view of morality; and five unintelligent temptations: desire, anger, stupidity, arrogance, and doubt) of thought within the three realms and four Arya satyas (noble truths, including suffering, arising, ending, and path). They cannot realize that the essence of the five skandhas (referring to aggregates of clinging, including the matter of form, sensation, recognition, mental formation, and consciousness) , the twelve ayatana (meaning sense base, including six internal bases: eye, ear, nose, tongue, body, and mind and six external bases: visible objects, sound, odor, taste, touch, and mental objects), and the eighteen dhātavah (meaning compositional elements of human existence, including six consciousness, six faculties, and their objects) are the emptiness and the void. Furthermore, they cannot dispel the two reasons for clinging to the idea of the self and the attachment to elemental constructs and even believe in the two (false) tenets that that karma and nirvana are not real and that the ego and phenomena are real. As a consequence, they fail to develop the eleven wholesome mental factors (faith, energy, conscience, being ashamed, non-attachment, non-aggression, non-delusion, calmness, equanimity, conscientiousness, and non-injuriousness) and cease the sixteen unwholesome mental factors (desire, greed, anger, delusion, arrogance, doubt, wrong view, wrath, enmity, hypocrisy, vexation, jealousy, parsimony, deceit, flattery, harming, ambitiousness, stupidity, lacking of faith, idleness, being unrestrained, forgetting, distraction, non-discernment, ). One must bear in mind that once all our virtuous roots are discontinued, they will be trapped in the never-ending reincarnation and the suffering of infinite continuity.
Is it possible that the hell will be empty one day? If the beings in hell will become extinct while evil spirits inhabit the mundane world, the world could be considered as a pure land. If we could witness the nature of the void, then hell will exist no more.
Since ancient times, the concept of hell has been widely spread among all tribes. Aging, death, beginning, and end are the basis of nature and the core of cosmic consciousness. However, the prosperous civilization as our island is not a place where desire can be eliminated. It’s impossible to eradicate evil nature. Since fetters brought by the constitution, the state, the law, society, the military, corporations, schools, families, and groups are not less than the eighteen levels of hell, the mortals repress themselves, bury their feelings. Day after day, greed, anger, stupidity, arrogance, doubt, and resentment are stacking. However, since the six dust (visible objects, sound, odor, taste, touch, and mental objects) has not yet been extinguished, people in the mundane world are still full of delusions. The demons, devils, evil spirits, and the wondering dead exist in the wilderness, while only advanced practitioners with transcendent would attempt to make contact with the dead in the wasteland and forest. Worldly people like us trespass in Disneyland-like man-made hell. It is absurd and ridiculous that the hellish scenes cannot stop us from perpetrating evil deeds, but the horrific and cruel scenes yet satisfy our self-righteous shame.
The pandemic has been boiling over for more than a year and a half. The number of infected patients worldwide is nearly a hundred and eighty million, and the death toll has risen to four million, which is equivalent to a war crisis. I hope that we can all be compassionate, give peace to the dead, treat all sentient beings well and equally. The hell is innately empty; however, deluded and misleading thoughts would give rise to all jealousy and hatred and then manifest the hell before us. This book merely serves as a memorandum of conscience for dictators of the world’s new cold war, supporters of unrestrained warfare, dark web hackers, and those who are cunning and contemptuous and maltreat others when knowing they have problems.
June 2021,
Yao Jui-chung
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#葉郎每日讀報
1.Vairety另外一個線上論壇,這次邀請國際影展相關人士來討論他們的應變策略。以下是值得關注的一些議題:
►瑞士真實影展Visions du Réel轉成線上影展的方式是模擬真實的影廳物理限制,規定每一部線上電影只能有500個觀眾。這個操作方式獲得了版權方的認可,原定參展的97部電影中有95部都同意參與線上版的影展。
►已經取消的坎城影展導演雙週藝術總監Paolo Moretti說這次危機促成了製片、導演和各個影展之間更緊密的互動,各種合作選項都充滿可能性,其中包含導演雙週可能會讓今年入選的電影還是掛上這個標誌宣傳。
►阿姆斯特丹國際紀錄片影展IDFA的線上平台過去每個月大約只有8~9萬人次,最近一個月暴增為150萬,而且上頭放的還不是新的電影,意味著這波線上熱潮有可能替這些片庫創造第二次機會。但這種網路民主化的優點也有它的缺陷:因為串流市場面臨流血廝殺,中小型平台突破非常困難。過去影展有面對面的機會向全世界推銷一些能見度比較低的國家的創作者,但一旦變成線上化,這樣的機會將再度受到擠壓。
(報導原文:https://bit.ly/2W3iiDx)
2.紐約時報訪問了美國重量級DJ Diplo的居家防疫生活。Diplo很樂於從原來忙碌的巡迴演出中暫停下來,並開始透過Instagram、YouTube和 Twitch等平台與他的粉絲保持互動。他甚至透過Instagram的分割畫面功能,在直播中邀請一名粉絲一起參與表演。他還在克難條件中,用自己架設的綠幕攝影棚和大賣場買來的噴煙機,拍攝各種表演片段,並讓他的舞者團隊也在自己家中拍攝綠幕片段上傳給他剪輯。這場突如其來的災難將收入最高的DJ困在家中,反而讓他因此成為科技媒介的DIY玩家。
(報導原文:https://nyti.ms/2VHrHli)
3.有沒有搞錯!?支持Trump的這些右派極端主義者過去積極扼殺LGBT性別平權和女性身體自主權,現在卻模仿北愛爾蘭和阿根廷的平權抗爭者,打扮成電視劇《The Handmaid’s Tale 使女的故事》的角色造型,拿著「我的身體,我的選擇」的標語上街頭抗議防疫期間的集會禁令。最近趁著疫情的機會在多個保守州封殺墮胎權的這票人怎麼有臉說「我的身體,我的選擇」?!
(報導原文:https://bit.ly/2VIBAiF)
4.其他今天也應該要知道一下的事:
❶ Stephen Fry、Paloma Faith 、Nick Cave等藝人聯署公開信呼籲英國政府出手救援文化產業,否則英國將成為文化廢墟(https://bit.ly/3bJLztz)
❷ Music Venue Trust英國音樂場館信託發起Save Our Venues活動,呼籲音樂產業界救救岌岌可危的音樂場館(https://bit.ly/2Sc30eO)
❸ 日本導演想田和弘和日本多家藝術電影院聯合推出一個線上版的「臨時電影院」藉以在網路繼續放映藝術電影(https://bit.ly/2YlHgkz)
❹ 居家防疫所致,針對美國和英國的調查結果顯示盜版電影的流量正史無前例地快速上升中(https://bit.ly/2YgTIBI)
❺ 同樣是居家防疫所致,遊戲產業也在迎接破紀錄的成長速度,加上新世代主機帶來的機會,各家股票都應聲上漲(https://bit.ly/2xTPQw3)
❻ 中國騰訊旗下的網路文學平台閱文出現人事大地震,兩位首席執行官和部分主管同時辭職(https://bit.ly/3aCwIjb)
❼ 為抑制疫情相關網路謠言散播速度,通訊軟體WhatsApp宣布轉發超過五次的訊息將受到再轉發的限制(https://bit.ly/3aKEDuS)
❽ 德國電影院協會發佈重啟計畫,為將來電影院重新開門營業制定相關標準,但並沒有具體時程(https://bit.ly/2KA3HKF)
❾ 先前在澳洲確診的Tom Hanks夫婦痊癒後已經捐出他們的血液作為疫苗研究之用(https://bit.ly/2VKQHbz)
faith小廢包 在 薛呈懿 Hsueh ChengYi Facebook 的最佳解答
相信很多媽媽都有聽過「百歲醫師教我的育兒寶典」這本書,但應該很少人知道該書作者林奐均是1980年震驚海內外「林宅滅門血案」唯一的生還者,那年她九歲,身中六刀,奇蹟式地活下來了。
這陣子接連兩場演講的分享時間,都有媽媽哭著跟我說:「亡國感越來越重,真的很後悔把孩子生下來。」
所以,我今天想跟大家分享林奐均的生命故事,因為五年前,林義雄先生為「停建核四」絕食,是這篇報導,讓當時絕望的我,重新獲得力量,奮鬥至今。
【林宅滅門血案唯一倖存者林奐均的故事】(採訪撰文╱明喜,口述╱林奐均 http://bit.ly/2IVncO0 )
如您們所聽過的,我父親林義雄是一位人權律師,1977年我才六歲,父親就當選台灣省議員,從此踏上他的政治生涯,也埋下了眾所皆知「林家血案」的伏筆。
1980年代的台灣社會封閉而保守,一黨獨大的時代,排除異己是無可選擇的政治手段,父親因為參與地下刊物編輯而琅璫入獄,母親告訴我:「爸爸當兵去了」,小小年紀的我,信以為真只盼著父親早日當兵回來。
#傳說中的林宅血案
2月28號那天,母親去探監,我一如往常背著沉重的書包放學回家,按了幾次門鈴才有人來開門,奇怪的是,開門的不是往常我熟悉的阿嬤,而是一位陌生人,我也沒有懷疑,筆直的走進家門,因為爸爸工作的關係,我們家常有陌生的訪客,就當我走進房門想放下書包時,陌生人突然舉起刀子往我身上猛刺,第1刀,書包替我擋住了,第2刀、第3刀、第4刀……我感覺自己在流血,我感覺身上好痛,這時候我聽到阿嬤在門外喊我:「奐均、奐均」,歹徒將我反鎖在房間裡,轉身去對付阿嬤,我因為太疼痛而幾乎昏厥了,後來怎麼被送到醫院,完全不記得。
我以為自己死掉了,卻在有一天又醒了過來,身上好痛,到處包裹著紗布,躺在醫院病床上,每天都有人來探望我,他們多半是悲傷的表情,有人甚至不由自主的就在我面前哭了起來。此時,我仍然不知道「林宅血案」已經在台灣社會沸沸揚揚,也或許應該說,我根本不知道有「林宅血案」的發生,因為我完全無從察覺,摯愛的阿嬤、兩位雙胞胎妹妹亭均與亮均,都在那場刀光血影中喪生了,而我,是唯一活下來的倖存者。
還記得在醫院的每一天,我都央求爸爸說:「等我病好了,要跟妹妹去六福村玩!」爸爸沒有拒絕我,只是每次講到這裡,他的眼眶都泛著淚水…… 我在醫院住了好久,每天媽媽都來陪我唱歌、講故事給我聽,我總會問她:「妹妹呢、阿嬤呢?她們怎麼都沒有來看我?」媽媽總是含糊帶過,說她們出了遠門。
還記得每天病房外面都有警察叔叔,24小時站在門口,不論我去哪裡,都有警察阿姨陪著我,當然,很多時候大人不許我出門,我感覺那是一種密不透風的保護膜,他們都說,是因為我的病還沒有好,所以不能亂跑。電視新聞有時候會出現「滅門血案」、「林家血案」等字眼,都在我還沒看清楚的時候,就會有人站起來將電視轉台。
突然有一天,爸爸再次消失,媽媽說:「爸爸又去當兵了……」很久很久以後,我才知道,爸爸兩次當兵,都是坐牢去了。 好不容易身上的刀傷漸漸痊癒,我因為看不到阿嬤與妹妹而日漸煩躁、失望,終於有一天,在那個恐怖日子過後的4個月,媽媽告訴我,妹妹、阿嬤都已經不在人間的事實。
#9歲的我只想復仇
突然,我覺得好害怕,我怎麼再也看不到我最愛的親人?我怎麼沒有好好珍惜跟他們相處的時光?我痛哭、大哭、徹夜的哭,每個夜晚我都試圖回想那個歹徒的長相,我想復仇,替我死去的親人復血海深仇,我想我長大了,一定要親手殺了他!
那年,我九歲!小學三年級,我轉學了,由於我是血案的唯一活口,基於安全緣故媽媽替我改名為「林曉君」,當時仍然有警察阿姨每天接送我上下學,任何人要接近我、跟我說話,都要先登記,經過搜身,久而久之我幾乎沒有朋友。孤獨、仇恨成了我童年唯一的伴。
#離鄉背井新生活
爸爸不忍心我與媽媽生活在恐懼中,也擔心再失去他僅剩的兩位親人,於是申請讓媽媽帶著我到美國,幾經波折終於成行,1981年8月,帶著極簡單的行李,母女倆到了華盛頓。那時我連ABC都看不懂,進入小學4年級就讀,語言不通,班上只有我一個外國學生,但好處是,沒有人認識我,沒有人看到我會掉眼淚,沒有人整天跟著保護我。於是我開始結交同儕朋友,靠著比手畫腳溝通,日子開始不再那麼晦暗。
剛開始,媽媽對我的擔心絲毫沒有減少,記得有一次我告訴她,我可以自己放學走路回家,請她不要來接我,學校距離我們家只有五、六分鐘的路程,但我因為轉錯一個路口,拖延了半個小時還沒回到家。媽媽急壞了,在家裡來回踱步,不知如何是好,她一直後悔答應我的請求,讓我自己回家,就這樣度秒如年,終於,我出現在家門口,她一顆七上八下的心也才終於可以繼續呼吸。我猜想那半個小時裡,媽媽是不是做了最壞的打算:「歹徒得逞,她可能失去了僅剩的女兒……。」天下父母心,這樣的焦急直到我自己做了母親,才真正深切的體會到。
在美國唸書的日子是愉快的,我一路從小學四年級唸到大學畢業,在一個完全陌生的環境裡,度過我的青澀年少。最大的轉折點,在初中!初中我開始參加查經班,可說是接觸信仰的第一步,由於父母都是虔誠的基督徒,很快的,我也從教會活動中領受到上帝的垂憐。透過禱告,上帝教導我寬恕、智慧;透過禱告,我的心可以從仇恨中出脫,慢慢的,一股堅定而神奇的力量引領著我,饒恕了兇手,揮別了曾經的陰霾血淚,越是參與教會的活動,我越是明白,自己是一個受到祝福與關愛的人,那些過去的創痛,都應該讓它成為過去,如果沒有洗淨往昔的塵埃,我便無法成就一個全新的我!於是,脫胎換骨般,我丟掉了心中的恨,敞開懷抱汲取這個世界對我的愛!
#23歲的我學會寬恕
1994年(23歲)是我人生另一次重要的轉折,我從印第安那大學音樂系畢業,睽違13年後,第一次重返台灣!剛剛抵達中正機場,就看見好多媒體記者,當年血案中唯一倖存的小女孩回來了!她變成什麼模樣?她過的好嗎?她用什麼心情看待這塊曾令她椎心刺骨的土地,鎂光燈閃個不停,我有點無法適應,爸爸媽媽都來接機,慎重的迎接我重返故鄉。
當年發生血案的家,已經改建成義光教會,在曾經流血的地方傳播福音,我認為這是很好的安排。我跟著父母來到義光教會作禮拜,好幾天都有記者隨行,我用什麼樣的容顏面對台灣?很開心不是仇恨、而是關愛與企盼。
#天降美好情緣
一年後1995年,我再度回到美國進修碩士課程,竟遇到了我人生中的另一半,他絕對是上帝巧妙的安排,來關照我,砥礪我,要不然我的生命,無法如此漸趨完整。 Joel 是出生於南韓漢城的美國人,一家五代都是宣教士,他也以傳教為終生職志。我們在查經班初相逢,後來因為住的近,經常在公車上巧遇,我對Joel 的印象不錯,因為他總是友善熱情的招待教友,人長的帥氣更不在話下,但因為他比我小兩歲,我只以對待弟弟的心情與他相處。直到1997年感恩節過後的某一天,他突然沒來由地說:「Judy,我想我開始喜歡上妳了!」然後,是一陣沉默,我們各自將頭埋回自己的文字裡,避開這段突然表白的尷尬!記得當時我告訴他,跟我約會有3個原則:第一,要徵求我父親的同意。第二,儘量不要單獨相處,我知道單獨約會的風險,而我想將最完整的心靈與身體,都留給我未來的先生。第三,不要送禮物。
Joel思考了幾天,同意這些原則,然後告訴我他準備好寫信,徵求我父親的同意了,如果我同意跟他交往,就讓他知道。幾天後,我將一張寫著「yes」的字條投進他的信箱裡,然後,我們就開始交往!我們一起禱告,跟教會的朋友相處,一天比一天認識對方,正式交往的第六天,他就跟我求婚,(對!這一切進度都快的超乎我能想像),我嚇壞了,這樣迅速的交付彼此會不會變成粗淺的速食愛情。但Joel 告訴我,他已經非常確定,我,就是他終生追求的女性,我,就是上天安排給他的妻子,我想,他的真誠打動了我。一切宛如連續劇的肥皂情節,卻真實發生在我們身上,於是我們開始籌畫婚禮,當然,首先Joel 必須隨我回到台灣,徵求父母的同意!
1998年1月,那是台灣農曆年的前夕,我穿上母親當年訂婚的禮服,爸爸將我的手交給Joel,我們訂婚了,人生從此不同,各自單行的線,變成兩條緊密的連結,然後我們有了第一個女兒Faith(信心)、第二個女兒Charis(恩賜)、到2004年,我們的第三個女兒也來到人間,她叫做Ashlyn(願景),從單行的線,我們變成了五口之家!林家,就這樣又熱鬧了起來!
#31歲自美返台定居
2002年(31歲)我們回到台灣定居,Joel選擇台灣作為終生宣教之處,我也再次返回故土,初次有了定居台灣的打算。我因為主修音樂,因此工作內容多半是詞曲創作,也在教會唱詩歌,Joel則專心作他的宣教士。婚姻生活是瑣碎的,三個孩子相繼報到,我終日忙碌於奶粉尿布與創作之間,一忙起來,人就少了情感,像機器一樣運轉不停,我與Joel 的摩擦幾乎是三天兩頭,就要大吵一架。為了很小的事情爭執,或者為了他的記性不好,我也會大發雷霆,所幸Joel 總認為妻子是共同分擔生命的人,當他許下誓言娶我為妻,就決定了不論我能否帶給他快樂,他都要終生承受我。於是每每在爭吵的煙硝瀰漫中,我們一起懺悔,錯的人,勇敢的開口說抱歉;對的人,一而再的原諒對方。就這樣,我們至今還在繼續爭執,還在繼續磨合,也許漸漸的,我們開始明白,這是婚姻生活的必須與樂趣。
我的父親已經六十幾歲,你經常可以看見他的身影,為了反對核四,在總統府前靜坐。有時寒風颼颼、有時細雨綿綿,常常他一坐就是一整天。這就是我的父親,堅持理想、寧靜沉默。記得當年血案發生後,許多文章臆測著父親將如何繼續他的人生,人們說他可以就此遠離政壇,不問世事;也說他可以遠走他鄉,忘卻這塊傷心土地;更有人說他將以復仇者之姿,掀起一場腥風血雨!但,沒有,我的父親不曾退卻,在追求民主正義的道路上,他繼續勇往直前,他沒有離開政壇,更不曾拋棄這塊土地,三十年來他一直在自己的路上,追求理想。我不曾聽到父親談起那件悲傷的往事,也不曾聽見他對兇手有任何撻伐,他與母親始終寬容平靜的看待這樁歷史悲劇,他們用身教告訴了我,寬恕是多麼重要的人生課題,甚或是一種人格的昇華。
去國十餘年,我有幸重回台灣,故鄉的社會氛圍已然不同,父親,還在奮鬥著。我恐怕終其一生都不會涉入政治圈,但我知道,我將用自己的方式,流著父母慈懷柔腸的血液,敦厚看待過往與未來,大悲大慟已飄邈,我願虔心向前,深愛台灣!
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明天又要反核遊行了,很多朋友說:「很無力,怎麼又走回原點了?」我想著五年前為「停建核四」絕食的林義雄先生,一生為台灣的先行者,想到他與林奐均,我就覺得自己沒有無力的理由。
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