關於 if i die young故事 ，我們在網路上蒐集到這些相關的討論、資訊與評價

【離苦得樂的大法緣】(English writing below)

有些父母，還沒來得及見到自己的孩子，就得爲幼小的嬰靈「出殯」。

昨天早上，有一位我從未見過的女讀者，私訊告訴我她六週大的胚胎已離她而去。她看過我講關於墮胎和流產的臉書直播，於是問如何爲她的水子靈報名超度。

在此，提醒大家，居家內勿擺放太多水晶或風水吉祥物。這些都會影響母親受孕及懷胎，也會破壞親子關係等等。

有些東西催得了財，卻會堵住子嗣運，讓你無法添丁。擺錯了，更會讓你「丁財兩空」。

也有些案列，當夫妻事業越來越好時，會猛然發現孩子的問題卻特別多，不聽話、學業不佳、健康頻頻出狀況、迷戀不健康的東西等等。

風水這門事，需要把一個家庭所有人的八字放在一起，再配合這個居家的風水一起看，來達到最有效的方案。不是隨便買個東西，放在所謂的吉祥方位，就能發的不清不楚。千萬也別隨便推薦人家亂買。

你的八字如果承受不起，又或者那位指點你的人福德不足，那就必需從你命中的另外一環去扣。這樣才符合因果律。

所以厲害的風水師，一定會自己修得好，再盡她他全力保你闔家平安，財源滾滾。這是我們的職業道德，不能像一般人一樣「見錢眼開」，不管客人家運的安危。

清明節要到了，大家都會去拜祖先，有的會祈求祖先保佑。但祖先如果活著的時候，沒什麼修善功，死前還病苦連連，你認為她他死後化為鬼，就會有更大的能力來保佑你們龐大的家族嗎？

我看到的事實是，很多祖先自身難保，後代沒持續爲他們超度，消業增福，結果祖先後代通通都不順。

我個人不主張吃拜過祖先的食物，尤其是孕婦，因爲一般祖先屬陰，我們屬陽。把他們吃過的食物，吃進來，我們身上的陰氣鬼氣會加重。

無論是墮胎還是流產的婦女，都應該坐小月子，把身體調好，除了報名超度，也得安水子靈牌位，及修懺悔法。

如果你想：

❤️ 盡孝道幫助自己祖先往投更好的境界，
🤒 爲病重的家人祈福超度他們的纏身靈，
👶🏻 爲墮胎或流產的孩子報名超度，
❤️ 爲自己的纏身靈冤親債主報名超度解怨

我大力推薦你可以報名我根本上師聖尊蓮生活佛這個星期六，2019年3月30日，主壇的《淨土三尊清明超度護摩大法會》。

淨土三尊，即是西方三聖，教主爲「南無阿彌陀佛」，左脅侍持淨瓶的「南無觀音菩薩」和右脅侍持蓮花「南無大勢至菩薩」。

能夠「一心不亂」的唸佛，臨終時，便會有西方三聖持著蓮台來接引你，往生西方極樂世界。

做不到，臨終時，會見到鬼祖先來個welcome party, 牛頭馬面和大二爺伯。這時，就得仰賴有大法力的成就者來爲亡者超度。

我爲何相信蓮生活佛能夠幫助你？因爲我親身體驗過，我和我家人祖先的故事就寫了在這臉書文章：goo.gl/KbCcXW

欲想報名這個星期六下午三點的《淨土三尊清明超度護摩大法會》，請在今天下午五點前到台灣雷藏寺網站，註冊爲會員，使用網路報名系統報名護摩法會：

💻 台灣雷藏寺網址： ➡️ https://tbsec.org/
📩 線上報名法會➡️ https://goo.gl/TnVyyW
📩 線上報名系統說明 ➡️ https://bit.ly/2O0DlSH

如果過了截至時間，你可以下載報名超度法會表格和匯款資料，再發電郵給雷藏寺。

報名祖先可寫：
祖先姓名或例如，李（你的姓）氏歷代祖先。

報名水子靈：
XXX （母親姓名）之水子靈，地址是牌位地址或母親居住地址。

報名超度，供養隨意，但我覺得如果後代太吝嗇，祖先可能會托夢來「打屁股」吧。😄

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There are some parents who never get to see their child, and already had to make "funeral arrangement" for the young infant spirit.

Two days ago, I received a PM in the morning from a lady reader whom I had never met. She told me how her 6-week-old embryo had left her. She watched my old FB Live on abortion and miscarriage, and wanted to know how she could register for deliverance for her baby spirit.

My gentle reminder to everyone: Do not place excessive crystals and auspicious Feng Shui ornaments in your home. These can affect the chances of a healthy pregnancy, and also spoil the relations between the parents and their children.

While such objects may be able to bring in wealth, they will also obstruct the luck of having descendants. When placed in the wrong sector at home, you end up losing both money and your children.

I have also seen such cases: as the careers and wealth of the couple improve, their children woes also escalate e.g. disobedient behaviour, poor academic results, deteriorating health, unhealthy addictions etc.

A good quality Feng Shui audit requires putting together the Bazi of all the family members, with the home Feng Shui, so as to reach the most effective and efficient solutions, that do not compromise on anyone in the household.

Buying something randomly and placing it in the so-called auspicious location is not going to help you prosper like mad. Hence, do not ever recklessly recommend such objects to others.

If your Bazi is not up to it, or the person who advises you does not have sufficient merits and virtues to "transfer" to you, then the "wealth" that you gain has to be compensated by something else in your Destiny, so as to fulfil the Law of Karma.

This is why a competent Feng Shui practitioner is definitely one who cultivates him/herself well, and put in his/her best effort to ensure the safety, peace and continuous inflow of wealth for your family. Such is our professional ethic to uphold, and not to drool at the sight of money, disregarding the safety of our clients' family luck.

Qing Ming Festival is just round the corner. Many of us would be praying to our ancestors. Some will seek the blessings of our ancestors. But think about it, if your ancestor did not accumulate much virtuous deeds while alive, and suffered immensely due to sickness before his/her death, how likely is he/her be able to have greater powers to bless the entire family clan, just because he/she became a ghost?

The reality that I see is that many ancestors are having a hard time themselves in the netherworld. When their descendants do not continuously register for bardo deliverance for them, to eradicate their negative karma and increase their good fortune, both the descendants and ancestors have a hard time in their respective worlds.

By the way, I do not advocate consuming foods and drinks that have been offered to the ancestors. This goes out to ESPECIALLY pregnant ladies. Because ancestors belong to the Yin realm, while we living beings are in the Yang realm. Consuming their food will introduce excessive Yin ghostly qi in our bodies, destroying our Yang energy.

Whether the baby is lost through abortion or miscarriage, the mother should still do a short confinement to nurse her body back to better health. Apart from registering for bardo deliverance, the parents should also enshrine a tablet for the baby spirit at the temple, and cultivate repentance practice.

If you wish to:

❤️ demonstrate filial piety and help your ancestors be reborn in a better realm,
🤒 help your sickly family member to seek blessings and deliver his/her karmic creditors,
👶🏻 register for bardo deliverance for your aborted/miscarriaged child,
❤️ resolve the debt of enmity between you and your karmic creditors and sign them up for bardo deliverance,

I strongly recommend that you can register for this Saturday's, 30 March 2019, Qing Ming Bardo Deliverance Pure Land Trinity Homa Ceremony, presided by my Root Guru, His Holiness Living Buddha Lian-Sheng.

The Pure Land Trinity, otherwise known as the The Three Saints of the West, comprised of the leader Amitabha Buddha, Avalokitesvara (Guan Shi Yin) Bodhisattva on His left who holds a purification vase and willow leaves, and Mahasthamaprapta Bodhisattva on His right who holds lotus bud.

When you can recite the name of Amitabha Buddha single-mindedly, as you pass on, you will see The Three Saints of the West and the entourage of sages appearing to welcome you with your lotus throne. You will then be reborn in the Western Pure Land of Paradise.

If you cannot do it, as you die, you will see your ghostly ancestors throwing a welcome party for you, as well the Ox-Head and Horse-Face Hell Guards, and the Black and White Impermanence deities coming for you. At this time, you can only rely on the supreme transcendental powers of an accomplished cultivator to deliver the dead.

Why do I have faith that Living Buddha Lian-Sheng can help you? Because I have personally experienced it myself. The story of my family, my ancestors and myself is written in this FB article: goo.gl/KbCcXW

To register for this Saturday 3pm, Qing Ming Bardo Deliverance The Three Saints of the West Homa Ceremony, please register an account online at the website of Taiwan Lei Tsang Temple, and use the online registration system to sign up for the Homa Ceremony：

💻 Taiwan Lei Tsang Temple website： ➡️ https://tbsec.org/
📩 Online Homa Registration URL ➡️ https://goo.gl/TnVyyW
📩 Guide to Online Registration ➡️ https://bit.ly/2O0DlSH

(The deadline for online application for every Saturday's Homa Ceremony is till Friday 5pm. After which, you will have to email the temple with the downloaded forms.)

Registration for ancestors:
Name of the deceased or 李（your surname）氏歷代祖先。

Registration for fetal spirits:
XXX （name of Mother）之水子靈，
Address would be either the tablet temple address or the mother's residential address.

The donation amount for Homa Ceremony registration is entirely your choice. But in my humble opinion, if you are too stingy to your ancestors, they may very well appear in your dreams to give you a good spanking. 😄

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希望每个看到这个po的都可以捐rm10给我，每个小步都可以让我迈进一步。
你的一個share和like,对我很重要!!!
我真的很需要这笔筹款尽快到中国中山医院治病。筹款了几天已经达到三十多千，但是距离我要到中国的医院治疗的费用还相差一大截。
请大家把我的故事分享给更多人知道，也谢谢所有捐款给我的热心人士，我会努力对抗这个顽强的克隆氏症。
我从一个八十多公斤的胖妞，变成不到四十公斤的骨头人。我的克隆氏症已经破坏了我身体整个消化系统，消化系统指的是从喉咙开始到屁股洞，我的屁股开始每天都在流脓。克隆氏症，是指免疫力出现问题，去攻打自己的消化系统，而这个病，比癌症更严重，它不会好回，只会慢慢地在折磨着我，然后病患就因为身体缺乏营养而死去。现在的只能在中国中山结合中西医的医疗，把我的病情压抑下去，让他不再恶化。
其实，想了很久，到底应该写这个po吗?
我是克隆氏症病患，在马来西亚，每两百千个人只有一个。我从09年病倒到现在，医生一直把我当胃病医，直到12年发现原来不是胃病，是小肠要爆了。结果开刀把小肠切了42cm，当时的小肠已经薄得像tissue一样，还好没有生命危险。
12年开刀地方开始发炎，结果大肠小肠内有三个地方变窄。我不能吃任何high fiber食物，因为食物通不过。因为肠道细得像头发一样。
当痛折磨我时，是大概每十秒一次，痛得死去活来，也吃不下，可以几天内连一口水也喝不下，喝一口水一桶水，每天都泻十多二十次，大部份时间都只能躺在床上。
在中国治疗时，厕所都是蹲着的，我根本没力气起来，都是妈妈抱我起来的。最离谱的一次是我大号了，在医院厕所爬出来。脚根本没力气，一级楼梯都上不到，好几次都在马路旁因为脚抬不起来而向后跌，弄得头破血流。
曾经在菜市跌倒，五六个人来扶我都站不起来。
同善医院的医生唯有为我打类固醇，但根本压抑不到身体的发炎。我的病势是自己的免疫系统攻击消化系统，医生说再不能就把大肠小肠都切了。但是马大教授说我还年轻，不要做这种手术。同善医院和马大就像我第二个家。
结果一直不停在外面看中医，买产品，买所谓的箭猪枣都被骗了不少钱，根本都没有效。应该说，不但没有效，而且越来越严重，一直不停住院。爸妈的积蓄都花光了，还想着可能要把我们住着的小公寓卖了。我的健康卡是旧款的，一生人只能claim90千，我也用到所剩无几了。
直到去年去中山医院医两次，我病情有好转，但是过后我拖得太久没去打针吊药，又再复发，而且更严重。进了两次医院，瘦的剩下三十多公斤，像个非洲难民般。医生说我会因为没有营养而被折磨死去。
结果最后次进第二次进同善医院，医生吊药令我皮肤敏感，花了好几个月都不能好回，全身严重脱皮和肿，晚上睡不到，因为晚上特别痒。然后被逼又再进院，才发现原来我对albumin过敏，当时奶奶又去世，我连基本的孝道都尽不到。
DR KUAH 说我太弱了，骨头也开始变脆。我真的连提起脚走路的力气都没有。坐飞机到中国治病，在机场里都是用轮椅的，多少路人投来异样的眼光。
我病了快接近十年，想过要放弃，每天根妈妈说我想死，因为我根本只能躺在床上像个废人。妈妈辛苦的照顾我，把教车工作给放了，专心照顾我。让我感觉我自己更像一个废人。和妈妈说让我死吧，把我烧了撒在大海。妈妈哭着说她都没放弃我，我为什么要放弃自己呢?我不想看到妈妈每天以泪洗脸。
现在我要去的医院，是十大医院之一。他们医疗设备先进，中西合拼。医生要我在那里逗留至少一年，整个医药费用大概四百多千。
我真的拿不出这笔钱，所以才开帖请大家帮帮忙。
现在的我没有假发都不敢出去，头发掉太多了路上的人都会对我指指点点，批评我太瘦和没头发，真的很伤我。
多多益善，谢谢大家，谢谢各位善心人士。
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I really need to raise some fund as soon as possible to the Chinese hospital in Zhongshan. Fundraising for a few days has reached more than thirty thousand, but there is still a huge gap with the medical cost needed

Please share my story to more people know, but also thank all the donations to friends that has been donated, I will try to fight this chronic disease.
I am from a more than 80 kilograms of fat girl, into less than forty kilograms. My disease has destroyed my whole body especially the digestive system, the digestive system is from the throat to the annal, my anal began to pus everyday. Crohn's disease refers to the problem of immunity, to attack their own digestive system, and the disease, more serious than cancer, it will not be able to recover, but it will only slowly tortured me, and then the patient will die due to lack of physical Nutrition. Now only if I am able to be treated in Zhongshan, China combined with Chinese and Western medicine, my condition will be under control.

I am a Crohn's disease patient, and in Malaysia, there are only one for every two hundred thousand people. I fell from the 2009 to the present, the doctor has been treated it as my stomach disease, until 2012 they found that is not stomach, but the small intestine is about to burst. And the 42cm of small intestine were removed, when the small intestine has become very thin, but fortunately no life-threatening.
I can not eat any high fiber food because the food can't pass through the intestine. Because the intestine is as thin as the hair.
When the pain tortured me, is about once every ten seconds, most of the time I can only lie in bed.
In China, due to it is squatting toilet, I don't even have the strength to stand up. I always needs my mother to hold me up. Feet did not have the strength, I can't even lift my leg and step on a staircase step. And sometimes due to this reason, I lose balance and fell backward, and hit my head
Tong Shan hospital doctors gave me steroids, but simply not suppress the body's inflammation. My disease is their own immune system to attack the digestive system, the doctor said worse case, I have to remove the whole intestine. But Professor Ma said that I was young, do not do this surgery. Tong Shan Hospital and Ma Da is like my second home.
I tried chinese medical treatment, buy products, buy the so-called arrow pig juvenile, simply no effective. It should be said that not only ineffective, and it became more serious, has been kept in hospital. Mom and Dad's savings are spent, but also thinking about the need to sell our small apartment. My health card is old, life can only claim 90 thousand, it has been used up. Until last year to Zhongshan Hospital, twice , I have a better condition, but after I dragged too long did not go back for treatment, and then relapse, and more serious. I am now left more than thirty kilograms, like an African refugees. The doctor said I would be tortured to die without nutrition.

DR KUAH said I was too weak, the bones also began to brittle. I really did not even have the strength to lift my feet.
I was sick for almost ten years, thought to give up, I told my mother I want to die, because I can only lie in bed like a waste. Mother have to take care of me, scarify her work, and concentrate on taking care of me. Let me feel like I am more like a waste. Mother crying that she did not give up on me, why should I give up myself? I do not want to see my mother crying everyday.
Now I want to go to the hospital, is one of the top ten hospitals. Their advanced medical equipment, Chinese and Western combination. The doctor asked me to stay there for at least a year, the whole medical costs about four hundred thousand.
I really can't afford it, so I would like to ask for your help.
Thank you very much, thank you kindly.希望每个看到这个po的都可以捐rm10给我，每个小步都可以让我迈进一步。
你的一個share和like,对我很重要!!!
我真的很需要这笔筹款尽快到中国中山医院治病。筹款了几天已经达到三十多千，但是距离我要到中国的医院治疗的费用还相差一大截。
请大家把我的故事分享给更多人知道，也谢谢所有捐款给我的热心人士，我会努力对抗这个顽强的克隆氏症。
我从一个八十多公斤的胖妞，变成不到四十公斤的骨头人。我的克隆氏症已经破坏了我身体整个消化系统，消化系统指的是从喉咙开始到屁股洞，我的屁股开始每天都在流脓。克隆氏症，是指免疫力出现问题，去攻打自己的消化系统，而这个病，比癌症更严重，它不会好回，只会慢慢地在折磨着我，然后病患就因为身体缺乏营养而死去。现在的只能在中国中山结合中西医的医疗，把我的病情压抑下去，让他不再恶化。
其实，想了很久，到底应该写这个po吗?
我是克隆氏症病患，在马来西亚，每两百千个人只有一个。我从09年病倒到现在，医生一直把我当胃病医，直到12年发现原来不是胃病，是小肠要爆了。结果开刀把小肠切了42cm，当时的小肠已经薄得像tissue一样，还好没有生命危险。
12年开刀地方开始发炎，结果大肠小肠内有三个地方变窄。我不能吃任何high fiber食物，因为食物通不过。因为肠道细得像头发一样。
当痛折磨我时，是大概每十秒一次，痛得死去活来，也吃不下，可以几天内连一口水也喝不下，喝一口水一桶水，每天都泻十多二十次，大部份时间都只能躺在床上。
在中国治疗时，厕所都是蹲着的，我根本没力气起来，都是妈妈抱我起来的。最离谱的一次是我大号了，在医院厕所爬出来。脚根本没力气，一级楼梯都上不到，好几次都在马路旁因为脚抬不起来而向后跌，弄得头破血流。
曾经在菜市跌倒，五六个人来扶我都站不起来。
同善医院的医生唯有为我打类固醇，但根本压抑不到身体的发炎。我的病势是自己的免疫系统攻击消化系统，医生说再不能就把大肠小肠都切了。但是马大教授说我还年轻，不要做这种手术。同善医院和马大就像我第二个家。
结果一直不停在外面看中医，买产品，买所谓的箭猪枣都被骗了不少钱，根本都没有效。应该说，不但没有效，而且越来越严重，一直不停住院。爸妈的积蓄都花光了，还想着可能要把我们住着的小公寓卖了。我的健康卡是旧款的，一生人只能claim90千，我也用到所剩无几了。
直到去年去中山医院医两次，我病情有好转，但是过后我拖得太久没去打针吊药，又再复发，而且更严重。进了两次医院，瘦的剩下三十多公斤，像个非洲难民般。医生说我会因为没有营养而被折磨死去。
结果最后次进第二次进同善医院，医生吊药令我皮肤敏感，花了好几个月都不能好回，全身严重脱皮和肿，晚上睡不到，因为晚上特别痒。然后被逼又再进院，才发现原来我对albumin过敏，当时奶奶又去世，我连基本的孝道都尽不到。
DR KUAH 说我太弱了，骨头也开始变脆。我真的连提起脚走路的力气都没有。坐飞机到中国治病，在机场里都是用轮椅的，多少路人投来异样的眼光。
我病了快接近十年，想过要放弃，每天根妈妈说我想死，因为我根本只能躺在床上像个废人。妈妈辛苦的照顾我，把教车工作给放了，专心照顾我。让我感觉我自己更像一个废人。和妈妈说让我死吧，把我烧了撒在大海。妈妈哭着说她都没放弃我，我为什么要放弃自己呢?我不想看到妈妈每天以泪洗脸。
现在我要去的医院，是十大医院之一。他们医疗设备先进，中西合拼。医生要我在那里逗留至少一年，整个医药费用大概四百多千。
我真的拿不出这笔钱，所以才开帖请大家帮帮忙。
现在的我没有假发都不敢出去，头发掉太多了路上的人都会对我指指点点，批评我太瘦和没头发，真的很伤我。
多多益善，谢谢大家，谢谢各位善心人士。
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I really need to raise some fund as soon as possible to the Chinese hospital in Zhongshan. Fundraising for a few days has reached more than thirty thousand, but there is still a huge gap with the medical cost needed

Please share my story to more people know, but also thank all the donations to friends that has been donated, I will try to fight this chronic disease.
I am from a more than 80 kilograms of fat girl, into less than forty kilograms. My disease has destroyed my whole body especially the digestive system, the digestive system is from the throat to the annal, my anal began to pus everyday. Crohn's disease refers to the problem of immunity, to attack their own digestive system, and the disease, more serious than cancer, it will not be able to recover, but it will only slowly tortured me, and then the patient will die due to lack of physical Nutrition. Now only if I am able to be treated in Zhongshan, China combined with Chinese and Western medicine, my condition will be under control.

I am a Crohn's disease patient, and in Malaysia, there are only one for every two hundred thousand people. I fell from the 2009 to the present, the doctor has been treated it as my stomach disease, until 2012 they found that is not stomach, but the small intestine is about to burst. And the 42cm of small intestine were removed, when the small intestine has become very thin, but fortunately no life-threatening.
I can not eat any high fiber food because the food can't pass through the intestine. Because the intestine is as thin as the hair.
When the pain tortured me, is about once every ten seconds, most of the time I can only lie in bed.
In China, due to it is squatting toilet, I don't even have the strength to stand up. I always needs my mother to hold me up. Feet did not have the strength, I can't even lift my leg and step on a staircase step. And sometimes due to this reason, I lose balance and fell backward, and hit my head
Tong Shan hospital doctors gave me steroids, but simply not suppress the body's inflammation. My disease is their own immune system to attack the digestive system, the doctor said worse case, I have to remove the whole intestine. But Professor Ma said that I was young, do not do this surgery. Tong Shan Hospital and Ma Da is like my second home.
I tried chinese medical treatment, buy products, buy the so-called arrow pig juvenile, simply no effective. It should be said that not only ineffective, and it became more serious, has been kept in hospital. Mom and Dad's savings are spent, but also thinking about the need to sell our small apartment. My health card is old, life can only claim 90 thousand, it has been used up. Until last year to Zhongshan Hospital, twice , I have a better condition, but after I dragged too long did not go back for treatment, and then relapse, and more serious. I am now left more than thirty kilograms, like an African refugees. The doctor said I would be tortured to die without nutrition.

DR KUAH said I was too weak, the bones also began to brittle. I really did not even have the strength to lift my feet.
I was sick for almost ten years, thought to give up, I told my mother I want to die, because I can only lie in bed like a waste. Mother have to take care of me, scarify her work, and concentrate on taking care of me. Let me feel like I am more like a waste. Mother crying that she did not give up on me, why should I give up myself? I do not want to see my mother crying everyday.
Now I want to go to the hospital, is one of the top ten hospitals. Their advanced medical equipment, Chinese and Western combination. The doctor asked me to stay there for at least a year, the whole medical costs about four hundred thousand.
I really can't afford it, so I would like to ask for your help.
Thank you very much, thank you kindly.

。。。要活得無怨無悔：上了年紀的人，通常不會因做過的事後悔；卻常因在年輕時，未曾去做自己想做的事而遺憾，只有心懷悔恨的人，會恐懼死亡。。。。

其實這不是第一次看到類似的故事。但因為人太健忘。所以三不五時提醒一下。
有時候覺得遲疑是因為人有太多莫名的包袱。。。去吧！

（轉貼）《任何人都會變老，但不一定每個人都會長大》

開學第一天，教授自我介紹後，要每位同學主動去結交一位新朋友。
當我站起來環視四週時，有人輕輕拍我的肩膀。
我轉過頭，看見一位滿臉縐紋，個子矮小的老婦人對著我微笑，那笑容光亮璀燦。
她說：「嗨！帥哥，我叫蘿絲，今年87歲。我可以抱你一下嗎？」
我笑起來，熱切的答道：「當然可以」，她果真緊緊地將我抱個滿懷。

我開玩笑的問她：「你年紀這麼小，怎麼就來上大學了？」
她也調皮的回答道：「我準備來這釣個金龜婿，生幾個孩子，然後退休去雲遊四海。」
「此話當真？」我明知故問。

我很好奇，到底是何動機，促使她年屆古稀，還來上大學。
她告訴我說：

「我一直夢想要受大學教育，如今終於得償宿願。」
下課後，我們散步到學生聯合大樓，兩人分享了巧克力奶昔，從此我們成了摯友。
往後三個月的每一天，我們總是一起離開教室，天南地北的聊個沒完。
她像一部「時光機器」，將智慧和經驗與我分享，而我總是聽得津津有味。

一學年下來，蘿絲成了學校鼎鼎大名的人物。
不論走到那裡，她總能輕易的結交到新朋友。
她經常打扮得漂漂亮亮的，陶醉在同學們對她的關注之中。
學期結束時，蘿絲應邀到我們為足球隊舉辦的晚宴中演講。
我永難忘懷當晚她賜予我們的珍貴禮物。
主持人介紹她給聽眾之後，她碎步走向講台，正當要開始演講時，她手中的講稿不慎掉落地上。

有幾秒鐘時間她顯得有點懊惱和靦腆，不過立刻就幽默的對著麥克風淡淡的說：「抱歉，我最近老喜歡掉東西，剛剛我本想喝杯啤酒壯膽，卻喝了威士忌，沒想到那玩意兒簡直要我的命，看來我是記不得事先準備的東西了，那我就講最熟悉的事情吧。」

在大家的笑聲中，她清了一下喉嚨，然後開始說：『我們不是因為年老而停止玩樂，我們是因停止玩樂才會變老，只有一種秘訣能使人青春永駐，快樂成功。

就是你們必須經常笑口常開，幽默風趣；你們必須時時懷抱夢想，當你們失去夢想時，你們就形同死亡，我們的週圍有許多人像似行屍走肉，卻不自覺。』

『變老和長大之間有很大的差別，任何人都會變老，但不一定每個人都會長大。

長大的意思是，你必須不斷在蛻變中找尋成長的機會而善加利用。
要活得無怨無悔：上了年紀的人，通常不會因做過的事後悔；卻常因在年輕時，未曾去做自己想做的事而遺憾，只有心懷悔恨的人，會恐懼死亡。』

那年底，蘿絲終於完成她的大學學業。
畢業後一星期，她在睡夢中安祥去逝。
超過2千名同學參加她的葬禮。
我們聚在一起，向這位以身教教導我們：只要下定決心，不管年紀多大都可以實現夢想…

The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder.

I turned round to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being.

She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose.

I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?"

I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze.

"Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked.

She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids..."

"No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age.

"I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me.

After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake.

We became instant friends. Every day for the next three months we would leave class together and talk nonstop. I was always mesmerized listening to this "time machine" as she shared her wisdom and experience with me.

Over the course of the year, Rose became a campus icon and she easily made friends wherever she went.

She loved to dress up and she reveled in the attention bestowed upon her from the other students. She was living it up.

At the end of the semester we invited Rose to speak at our football banquet.

I'll never forget what she taught us. She was introduced and stepped up to the podium. As she began to deliver her prepared speech, she dropped her three by five cards on the floor.

Frustrated and a little embarrassed she leaned into the microphone and simply said, "I'm sorry I'm so jittery. I gave up beer for Lent and this

whiskey is killing me! I'll never get my speech back in order so let me just tell you what I know."

As we laughed she cleared her throat and began, "We do not stop playing because we are old; we grow old because we stop playing.

There are only four secrets to staying young, being happy, and achieving success. You have to laugh and find humor every day. You've got to have a dream. When you lose your dreams, you die.

We have so many people walking around who are dead and don't even know it!

There is a huge difference between growing older and growing up.

If you are nineteen years old and lie in bed for one full year and don't do one productive thing, you will turn twenty years old. If I am eighty-seven years old and stay in bed for a year and never do anything I will turn eighty-eight.

Anybody can grow older. That doesn't take any talent or ability. The idea is to grow up by always finding opportunity in change. Have no regrets.

The elderly usually don't have regrets for what we did, but rather for things we did not do. The only people who fear death are those with

regrets."

She concluded her speech by courageously singing "The Rose."

She challenged each of us to study the lyrics and live them out in our daily lives.

At the year's end Rose finished the college degree she had begun all those years ago.

One week after graduation Rose died peacefully in her sleep.

Over two thousand college students attended her funeral in tribute to the wonderful woman who taught by example that it's never too late to be all you can possibly be.

Dear All,
I am more than happy to announce that our team is launching an exciting campaign with lots of collaborations! Here you go our first piece of art work.

"音樂影像(Music Video)不是音樂的襯托。她是獨立的作品，同時讓人能"看見"音樂及一切從音樂開展的可能性。"

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第一部曲 | Reminiscence (End Game Version)
末日版本：科技進步 vs 情感倒退 【3D 動畫家】

科技的進步也許是為了世界倒退而繼續支撐著人類的冰冷產物。在人工智能的城市裡，人捨棄了屬於城市本來的溫度，彼此之間生長更多距離。智能人類誕生的故事毫不陌生，在其自我學習的過程中衍生出本不存在的東西——情感，然後經歷逝去。
Reminiscence的人工智能城市裡，一位人（AI）與其他人每天過著重複的生活。有天，她突然發現遠古帶有血肉的生命體，頓時意識到自己有了複雜的變化，開始尋找答案。一直操控AI意識的程序逐漸消失，失去被控制的瞬間，城市開始崩塌，其他人感到迷失。然而，有了自我意識/情感的她，醒覺自己和其他人原是冰冷的智能人類，情感帶來的溫度慢慢腐蝕她的身體、崩壞、死去。

歌：
回憶是很微妙的，每一秒的消逝，每件事一旦過去，就演變成只在腦海裡而現實已不復存在的畫面。在所有逝去前，我們能否緊握當下的每一秒？

Chapter one | Reminiscence (End Game Version)
Technological advancement vs The emotional regression (3D animator)

Technological advancement is perhaps the reason why people are still able to live amidst the Great Regression. In the AI cities, people distance themselves from each other. The AI started to develop something that the makers did not intend them to learn through self-learning algorithms: emotions.

In the city of Reminiscence, Ms AI was living a plain, repetitive and normal life like the others. One day, she discovered ancient life forms that's so different from her species, organic with blood and tissues. The great shock that led her to the urge for truth was then spreading throughout the city. And slowly day by day, the program that controls the AIs was overwritten and finally erased. At the very moment of losing control, the city started to fall apart and everyone started to gain self-consciousness, and realised that they are only stone-cold robots. Emotions in the AIs eventually started to erode their body to death.

Song:
Reminiscence is interesting in a subtle way. The passing of time, the happening of different events... they afterwards become fragmented memories in us. So can we seize the day when it passes?

【Lyrics】

#She come and gone
Left me alone
Three years no call
They said it was not my fault

I grabbed her wound
My weakness I poured
That’s how we were torn
They said it was not her fault

If I were a tree
Would you be my leaves
What keeps us believe
Our fragile love would always exist

If I were the sea
Would you be my fishes
Tell me you believe
Our fragile love would always exist

*Cry Cry out loud
I don’t need to be the one
who makes you smile
Fly Fly to someone I can’t shout
When you’re about to falls
I will keep my feet on the ground* #

Repeat #
Repeat *

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【Music Video】
Director / Animator | Ivan Hung

https://www.instagram.com/ivan_terrible/

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【Music 】


Written by CHANKA
Arranged by CHANKA, MAEL, Hin, Dean
Recorded by Nichung
Mixed by MAEL
Mastered by Lok Chan
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#CHANKA #陳嘉 #Reminiscence
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Now available on:
Spotify: https://spoti.fi/3hjYDYO
Apple Music: https://apple.co/32kYTCt
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CHANKA 陳嘉:


https://www.instagram.com/wander.chanka/
https://www.facebook.com/wander.chanka/
wanderchanka@gmail.com
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Have a listen of some of my other works :
"Silence" : https://youtu.be/1Hkk7l4zk9k
"Young" : https://youtu.be/kolrKYxvvf8
"Ocean" : https://youtu.be/GOTdDrC1G-E
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