As the boy grows older, I think I feel it. Yup, I feel what they call last baby blues.
We made our way to Padang over the weekend for NDP and since we decided not to drive and the boy hadn't taken a nap all day, I decided to bring him out in our Tula toddler carrier which I have not used in months, or maybe even close to a year. It fits toddlers up to 60 pounds (around 27kg) so he is just half of that weight for now. Right, still not light of course, and carrying him for over an hour can be real taxing for the back and shoulders. But, you should see that huge beam on his face when he saw that he could be a baby once more because he used to love being in the carrier.
It made me realise how tall and big he has grown already. Gosh, he couldn't fit on my chest and it was awkward for him to lay his head on my shoulder because of the buckle. The whole time we walked and took the train, his eyes were almost on level with mine so he kept looking at me and planting kisses onto my face. Yup, it felt so sweet. He fell into a deep sleep soon and I had to use one hand to support his head, which was tiring. Yet, he was happy and so was I.
This feeling of having a baby snuggling up to me feels so familiar yet at the same time is slowly becoming a distant memory. Awww. I really, really ❤ these kids when they are so tiny. No, it's not I don't love them as much when they are bigger. It's just different.
So for this boy who still holds my hand and hugs me to sleep, who still asks for Mama's breastmilk for comfort, who just started doing away with diapers and is proud to be wearing underpants, who crys for me when he wakes up in the middle of the night, who still loves singing nursery rhymes and playing kiddy rides, who tells me he prefers me to call him 'Baby' instead of 'Didi', I hope to cherish this growing up phase of yours a little more.
P.S. Some friends told me to just go and have another baby since I love kids so much, but it's easier said than done. I think I am maxed out for the time being and it's not really possible for me to take on another without getting help - and I don't really wanna get help. So, just treasuring what I have for now and making the most of it.
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